...hi..im here to blog huh...hmmm...feeling kind of happy? cos no quarrels ? or kind of man zhu wif my life (wif u) now...sometimes....i felt tat im real selfish...jus lik askin u not to mix wif this group of friends due to certain reasons....but haix...nevertheless..u din listen up but its ok....i shouldn't be forceful...if ever i was...tis relationship would end up lik my last one...so..i could only sae...each person has their own freedom to do or to be wif who they wanted...tis is a lesson which i learnt.....secondly..im sorry for askin u to come to my hse everytime and i sleep....and left u wif nth to do except e com n tv...im sorry...im being too selfish here...but it gave mi a sense of sercurity and i lik it wen my partner lie beside or sit beside mi...lookin at mi or accompanying mi slep...however...i know u don lik it..alright..i promise i wil change...3rdly....i tink im jus too fucked up...i shld have send u home everytime..but...i dunno y im not doin tat....my apologize...and lastly....i always forgot to ask if u r hungry....even my mum scolded mi for tis...im reali sorry...i wil remb e next time...but u don everytime don eat can? which makes mi feel..i don wan to eat oso..yup...and remb our promise regarding ur results...here...i agree im being too selfish...but...its for ur own good..its not tat i don love u...its becos i love..tat y i don wanna affect ur studies....all in all..its just a sorry and I lOvE U...


...and for my life....im totally sucked up...totally wasting every mins every secs.....i shld find myself a job@!!! its not there r no jobs avail...its mi who is being too choosy....haix....mayb gonna be a car washer? not bad yeah? at least its a decent job rite..hmm...sae le so much....um stil not putting effort into my life....felt lik a loser....but i don lik to LOSE! i wanna train hard for my bball and squeeze into e big team of MIN YI! or else i wil be dead playin and teaming up wif those "GOOD" players...haix....wei se mo...y i cant be lik others? so easy can play...get a job wif good pay n tats wat they wanted....and so mani so mani....mayb lik i always said..its alll destiny ba....let us pass everyday and discover wat god had created for us..in our own life path....but...path is we chose ourself...don follow e wrong path...or else...regrets wil be next...hao le la...type til so much...tok lik wat big man lik tat...wa...if ever i can convince ppl wif my speeh ar...i sure go elect for POPE de...lol...kiddin huh...don take it too seriously....alright....

until then....im stil loving u....

tout of e day...
....never lead urself to regrets....its e choice u made..

...was down suddenly wen i found out i lost $30? i doubt so...im not a money minded guy...whos cares abt e $30...haix...why...........................................................................................................................................................
so much thingy happen....poly stuff is a mess...fucked up....manage to go thru...but...aRRrgGG !!!!!!!! i donno la.....i v fan ar! haix...is there any kind soul to tok to? haix............................................................... i hATE MY LIFE..................y r there stil so much touts in my mind wen im trying so hard to get everything's off.....fucking irritated e whole day.....................................YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix.....dang wo xu yao ni de shi hou...ni zai na li?....wo xiang...kai kai xin xin de gen ni he xiao fen de peng you ta qiu ba........... pei liang is rite....im not zai enuff in bball.........for whoever sake.....im gonna train hard.....i wil remb e promised i made.....stive for it........yes! n i dunno wat to sae to u...feel tat we r jus drifting n drifting as each day passes....topics r lesser n lesser.....u r afraid of tis...afraid of tat....cant u be more understandin? did i ever scold u b4 if u wake mi up? i wont n i never wil lor....not even a msg send while im sleepin....y others r so much so.........haix...i duno how to sae la...they wil call....missed call..msg...wat so ever....u sae u afraid to wake mi up...did i ever scold u b4? did u ever tried b4? mayb u don wanna wake mi up? so tat u wont have to meet mi n go ur 120 wif those.........haiix...who knows? at least i noe...at least abit...y u went 120 today....watever i sae..u oso wont listen...wats e use of sayin? ru guo ni mei gai de hua....na...jiu rang ri zi yi tian yi tian guo ba....mayb wen u r sick n tired of mi...u wil do e necessary lik wat ur BEST FRIEND often does....bie suo dui bu qi....bie rang wo shang le xin zai suo bu shi gu yi.....wo que bu neng guai ni....WO YAO DE BU ZI SHI "SORRY"!!! haix.....starting to lost e trust i used to get....feelin lik a loser...i wont care n i wil not le...jiu rang days pass ba...cos..i believe in DESTINY.....annie...thjanx for tat words...i wil remb tat..NTH LAST FOREVER BOY!...it wakes mi up...now....jus let mi cool down ba....i wan go eat cereal le....jus find out tis few days tat cereal r actually so tasty....bye guys....take care.....sorry...rather a boring update..

.... helox....hahax....i cant slep agn...mayb smoke til too awake? or play mahjong til too awake? hahax..i dunno...hmmm...life's aint easy huh....i tink...many ppl wil be loved and at e same time...being hate? haix....my blog oso once got 1 pua peh kia come n di siao...den some of my friends oso...i reali dunno y got rivals...and those r oso hum ji kia lor..if wan scold ppl....scold str. in e face la...y mus tag here n there...na bei...see liao v tu lan de lehx...and...sorry fiona...i didnt noe its u...haix...y tis few days i lik keep scoldin alot ppl without noeing..haix...and 1 thing....izzit reali must fight den can solve prob? haix...no matter wat...i stil got my dad to look after mi...i mean in gangster world la...but...can i rely on him forever? i doubt so...mayb...i shld be more fit n fierce ba...so ppl wont tink we easy to eat..knn..pua peh kia...arrr...tink u all oso dunno wat i saein..hahax...nvm...now...life is jus far too boring...everyday slacking...quitted my bossini job...now lik everyday so free lor...nth to do de..wake ....eat..play...sleep..life shld not be so boring de rite? hahax...dunno la...jus feel lik saying...everyone...treasure ur loves one ba...wen its gone...it wil always be...nth can save it back unless urself...sometimes...wen u try..i tink...oso up to no avail ba...yup..so...love is all ard...those single birds...pls...cheer up..its not e end of e world...surely wil have ppl to love u de...WAIT!!...be patience...hahax...i nearly type patient..lolx...which is wat my dear used to type..hahahax...k la...shld stop le...a rather borin entry...but thanx for reading...see ya guys...MACHI TI TO LO?? SENGKANG TI TI LO....haix...long time no shout le....dunno when we wil reunion...haix...miss lao da...miss lao po(cherwyn)..miss yi ming..miss jackie...miss ah bee...miss benson...miss all my machis brothers...except min jie!! hahax...cos i almost everyday oso see him...i don miss him..i love him! lolx...mag!! heard it? i love him! hahax...k la... miss dearie too...study hard horx..n remb horx...listen to mi..must k! muaxk...bye guys...

Tout for today:

..never thinks tat more ppl can always eat little ppl...u never noe...