...hi..im here to blog huh...hmmm...feeling kind of happy? cos no quarrels ? or kind of man zhu wif my life (wif u) now...sometimes....i felt tat im real selfish...jus lik askin u not to mix wif this group of friends due to certain reasons....but haix...nevertheless..u din listen up but its ok....i shouldn't be forceful...if ever i was...tis relationship would end up lik my last one...so..i could only sae...each person has their own freedom to do or to be wif who they wanted...tis is a lesson which i learnt.....secondly..im sorry for askin u to come to my hse everytime and i sleep....and left u wif nth to do except e com n tv...im sorry...im being too selfish here...but it gave mi a sense of sercurity and i lik it wen my partner lie beside or sit beside mi...lookin at mi or accompanying mi slep...however...i know u don lik it..alright..i promise i wil change...3rdly....i tink im jus too fucked up...i shld have send u home everytime..but...i dunno y im not doin tat....my apologize...and lastly....i always forgot to ask if u r hungry....even my mum scolded mi for tis...im reali sorry...i wil remb e next time...but u don everytime don eat can? which makes mi feel..i don wan to eat oso..yup...and remb our promise regarding ur results...here...i agree im being too selfish...but...its for ur own good..its not tat i don love u...its becos i love..tat y i don wanna affect ur studies....all in all..its just a sorry and I lOvE U...


...and for my life....im totally sucked up...totally wasting every mins every secs.....i shld find myself a job@!!! its not there r no jobs avail...its mi who is being too choosy....haix....mayb gonna be a car washer? not bad yeah? at least its a decent job rite..hmm...sae le so much....um stil not putting effort into my life....felt lik a loser....but i don lik to LOSE! i wanna train hard for my bball and squeeze into e big team of MIN YI! or else i wil be dead playin and teaming up wif those "GOOD" players...haix....wei se mo...y i cant be lik others? so easy can play...get a job wif good pay n tats wat they wanted....and so mani so mani....mayb lik i always said..its alll destiny ba....let us pass everyday and discover wat god had created for us..in our own life path....but...path is we chose ourself...don follow e wrong path...or else...regrets wil be next...hao le la...type til so much...tok lik wat big man lik tat...wa...if ever i can convince ppl wif my speeh ar...i sure go elect for POPE de...lol...kiddin huh...don take it too seriously....alright....

until then....im stil loving u....

tout of e day...
....never lead urself to regrets....its e choice u made..