MeRrY xMaS!!!!!!!!

HohOhO....merry xMaS....time files!! its chirstmas once again...hmm...tis year...i spent it at east coast park...hahax...recalled alot alot of memories...cos...i tink...there...is a place full of our memories ba....hmm...tried to get myself drunk...but i controlled myself...cos i don wanna ma fan my brothers to take care of mi....hmmm....so...even thou i drank alot...but im not drunk...yup...hmm..."if loving u means letting u go...i will"....tis phrase...is jus so nice...hmm...yup...where was i...oh...ya..i was a east coast...ermx..ya..den ton lor...den ard 3+ 4 lik tat ...went geylang...see chickens...hahahahahx...wa laox...damn alot man...knn..see til eyes nearly drop ar..hahahx....ermx...den after tat go work...shit!!1 i met wif something damn malu today!!! i slpt all e way on e bus...n wen e bus stop n parked alreadi...im stil sleeping...n e prob is...e uncle nv wake mi up?!!! wtf!!hhahaax....idiot...im jus too tired lor...imagine..u didnt slep for e whole nite le...morning stil go work...wa kaox!! im not make of metal lehx!!! hahax...but i enjoyed it..cos its fun working wif Ah tER n CiNdY!! hahax...hey...they 2 oso aunties ok...don get e wrong idea..hahax...ok la...tml workin nitex xhift....so...free come find mi k..ani1..oh..work so long i oso nv sae wat i work as..i work at bugis de mei zhen xiang!! free mus come find mi ar...see ya! bybye!!

wat i reali wanna sae... :how i wish time could jus stop...so tat my brain would onli stored memories within tat time...but...1 year passed...u r on ur own..i am on mine...take care..n bye...

....haix...my mood now is lik e colour lor...dull dull de...chirtsmas is jus 23 hrs ahead...y am i not even excited?? haix...dunno y am i feelin lik tat oso...hmm...mayb is...last chirstmas...i gave u my heart....7 months later...u gave it away de problem ba....but...im v sure i have put u aside..u cant affect mi anymore....but e problem is...i feel sad becos...if we haven broke up...23 more hrs is our 1 year anni....but...its onli 7 mths n i had a hard time forgetting u le...if it was to b 1 year plus...i cant imagine...how much more time i need to forget u...hope u have ur own future ba...don too hao lian hor...7 points not v good ok...o level must work hard....
okokx....enuff of her...now...wat to sae? i have a bunch of good brothers...but a fuck up family! haix...izzit reali...if u gain 1 thing...u haf to lost something to make it balance? haix...reali a fucked up family in my hse...how i wish i am to moved out of this fucking hse asap....i wil...once i get my pay n hong bao money...and once e divorce paper is sign...i wil be worries off...everything abt family..jus fucked off !! i wont chup anymore....hate my mum...she is always a coward!!!i shall sae...a real coward!! onli noe how to tok cock in front of us la...sae wat wat wat....wen it comes to facin my dad...she is jus a coward!! bloody hell!!!! hate it! jus lik a rat...onli noe how to act big in front of us...hate my dad!!!! y he can treat outside ppl so nice...yet treat us so cat?? fucker!! fuck him upside down man....he don deserve to b my dad...but how they treat mi now...wil be how i am treating them wen their in their ages....fucked up.....aRRR..i tink im goin crazy.....shldn't tink anymore...n more tons n more chalets wil kip mi away from all these stress....onli wen im wif my brothers!! i feel saved!!!i felt secured!! but i cant rely on them forever....i wan my own story..i gotta zhi ji fight out a world for myself!! n i wil do it!!....anyway...meRrY xMaS eVeRy!....gonna release all my stress in 22 more hrs!!!!!!!! whHOOOOohOOOOOO

...hahax...hmmm...im always so blur in love....hmm...i reali agree tat love is lik taking a bus...wen u missed 1 bus..u tend to chose buses....1 come u sae no aircon...2nd bus u sae not comfortable...3rd bus u complain tis n that...den...wen it started to get dark...u quickly anyhow board up e bus...and not long later...u found out u took e wrong bus....haix...its reali lik tat lehx...but im better...i almost board e bus...but i manage to get make a U turn....but not everytime oso so lucky de lor....wat if u board le pay money le...den realised tat its e wrong bus..haix...bu shi fei li ye fei qian ma?hmmm....i alwyas so blurr so blurr sooooo blurrr.....don feel lik bloggin le....im gonna blur blur de guo ri zi......................................tatax!!!!!!!!!!! blur blur de guo ri zi..................

...wo men zhong shi mei ren shi...jiu li kai dui fang....wang wang zai di xia tie....fen shou...........haix.........isnt it nice??? translate:"we always left each other before noeing....always break up at MRT....haix....finding tis pharse so meaningful...hmmm....tml off...so happi...haix....but clairice leaving singapore le....til e days we meet agn....i wil always remb u....hmmm....n its time for mi to find a good n loving gal le ba....hmmm....shi shui ne? could it b u? or u ? or u?? haix....u tink wanna find jiu got mehx....wont de lor...lao tian bu hui dui wo ze yang hao de la....hmmmx....looking forward to tml...cos im lik a bird kana free from e cage....hahahahx...hmmm....ai qing..ni pao dao le na li nehx???hui lai hao ma? heex..hmmm...today was quite a same day for mi ba...but i meet my god-sis today..wif her friends...hmmm..not bad...1 gal sae she wanna noe mi....but until now oso nv sms mi...hahax.....sad ar...hahax...no la...actually....no much feel ba...cos im stil tinking of clairice!!! hahax....bye gal....have a nice flight....go back must remember mi ok....bet u wont remb mi de la....haix...nvm...bu zai hu tian chang di jiu....zi zai hu cheng jing yong you...hmmmx....gotta find my own expericence soon....see which gal is fortunate ba...gona make her e happiest n wonderful gal in e world...heex....ok la..nth to sae le...wil blog agn...bye every1.....bye clairice...bye guys....i love u.................................................

...hellox...haix...i tink im in a disappointted mood now?
hey!! guess wat....i knew a australian gal...her name is CLAIRICE...life is full of surprises huh....mi n her can sae quite close ba....hmmm....yup...n we played true or dare wif a bunch of australians....was kind of mad wen playin tat....how i wish i could kiss her man...hahax..but i did not manage to....i kissed another gal which i don lik...hahax...but...its a dare...wat can i do? lolx.... so i kissed lor...was lying on clairice shoulder e whole night ba...so wen ruan...long time since i last did tat....lying on a gal shoulder...hmmm...suddenly got a feelin tat "wa...it wil be good if she is my gal..."...haix...but it wont happen de la...2 ppl from different part of e world...i tink tis is cal...a memorable nitex? i wil nv forget tat night....she is jus so sweet....she gave mi a tight tight hug! n i mean a real tight 1...n kissed mi wen she goes to bed...ARrrrrR...oh heaven!!! thanx!! hahax...n im so silly..i made a balloon...which i tink is v nice...i wrote her name n my name on it...but u noe wat..i dunno where is her room!!!!hahax...so i jus placed it at somewhere which i tink her friends would see it n pass it to her...CrUsH? mayb ba....workin today....whole mind was onli her...was hoping tat i would see her...but it did not happen...she is goin back tis wed...haix...no point clinging over it...i wil find my real gal soon...i wish? hmmm....i thanx god for tat night....n thanx god once agn...for makin me so special...hope everything wil be fine...thanx thanx...u noe i noe and all my bros noe...hope we can guo ze guan...hopefully nth wil happen..yyup...Amithafoe....hmmm...im abit down now...haix..2 days nv go home....feelin abit missing home..so today..i came home...intend to go cherwyn hse ton...but i reali missed my mum, dad, n my fatty sis...haix...but....jus cant ta han my parents nagging....if i would turn bad...today de joseph wil be a chao ah beng le...i wil not be wat i am now...so mum n dad...believe mi..i would turn bad de...i wil quit de...gif mi time....v fast..im quitting....hmmm...was fun tis two nitex...hope more fun wil b coming along ba....chirstmas coming...a new present for mi? feel lik sing tis song..." last chirstmas...i gave "U" my heart..7 months later..u gif it away...tis year...to save mi frm tears..im gonna gif it to some1 special.." haix...

to my crush! clairice : i love u...tats for u...muackx! byebye...if we r fated to b...i hope to see u 1 day....

to my mAcHi!! : its a fun night tis 2 days...more fun coming along!!! RoCk On!!

to u guys... : u all better take care..chirstmas coming...better don fall sick!! take care pals!!

to my family : wo ai ni men...shi zhen de...yao hao hao zhao gu zhi ji...wen im not ard next year...u all gotta take care!!

guan ying niang niang! pls bo bi my papa bo tai ji...pls bo bi he wont get caught agn....n my whole family ping ping ann ann....soon soon dee dee....thanx!!


ok..signing off....
with love,
joseph.........................................................................clairice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahhahahahahahhx...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11jus gotta say!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im damn happy tis few days!!!!!!!! i love u brothers!!!!!i love u all!!!hahahahahahahahahx.....brothers rock my life!!!!!!!!! waiting for u to be by my side.........