Tuesday, March 29, 2005

...hmm...after e call frm her...dunno y cant get back to slp le...so decide to come play com lor...haix....jus finish readin so many blogs...i guess....love reali aint easy ba...it rather weird...cos...i found my sec sch friends actually having so much problemx...eileen...u ar..hai hao la...don mood swing til dunno how to come back k..hahax....i believe u jus pek chek cos of lack of slep wat wat...amyb u wil b better aft a few days....chim boon...hopefully if u r reading...do take care...drinking is fun..but...drinking too much harmz ur health..hahax...(but i often went drinking wen i go chiong..) hahahx....reali la...wats gone its gone...y crying ova a galss of spilled milk? is it worth it? don becos of a tree...den give up e whole forest...not worth....love aint a toy...neither its a difficult thing....no one wil hab nobody to love them de...jus have to line up....as i always sae...yue lao is busy! so...queue! it wil be ur turn real soon...yup....as for mag...don tink so much ba....in my view...wen i read ur blog..e trust is totally gone....i read le i oso tu lan...haix....if he reali dui bu qi u....i sure wil scold him de lor...but e problem is he reali never....y r u so suspicious of him lehx? haix...izzit becos someone is sayin something tat always makes u tink alot? its jus some gossip or tokin behind my bro back ba...pls...don let it affect u all de relationship....u won mi! u got ur milk powder le...i wanna return u all wen u all get married de ok...i don wan to see a r/s tat hurts my bro n u...yup...tink tats wat i can sae ba...sorry if u tink um actin to b wat or wat...but..i jus wana voice out how i felt...as for ANNIE..hope u r ok le ok....don tink so much le...every little quarrels u got..it wil accumulate to a greater quarrel...and 1 by 1 follows on....it wil onli led to either a broke up or a weird feeling in e heart...do voice out how u felt to him...so tat he wil be aware of wats happening....haix....seein all my friends lik tat..can sae....tears welled up in my eyes ba....i reali dunno y...mayb um too emotional? or wats um tinking abt? i reali donno..jus hope...all loving couples...wil reali be together well...and those singles...wait for ur turn...pray to yue lao..he wil gets to u soon..and for eileen...hahax...too bad huh...u need to queue for v long le...since u promise ur mama....even tho i dunno wat is e promise...hahax...hope u reali can find e guy tat wil piggy back u k..lol....and DIANA!! tampines jc de....how r u!!! u lik vanished lik tat...r u ok? leave mi a msg k...hope to hear frm u soon...yup...stil got JAMIE!! u ar...better cheer up..always quarrel...forget wat i told u le huh...u ar...smile! hmmm....stil got hu ar? hahax...k la...tink its getting boring...thanx for readin til here k..u guys rox ma world! without u...my life wil not be so colourful...and my dear dear!! hahax...u ar...pls be a lil bit more understanding for mi can? hahax...u noe horx...i v bad temper de..den u stil always blur blur...wa...v pek chek de lehx..hahax...but no matter wat...i stil love u...i dunno y? hahax..mayb it jus meant to be? or mayb u put drugs in my drink? hahahahx...kiddin..heex..ok la...take care of ur leg horx...i v pai seh lehx...to tel u those rou ma thingy...so..i type here...ok huh...must train bball til li hai li hai hor...not li hai wo bu yao ni...hahax...kidding la...hmmm...hope to see u soon...miss u guys....miss u...miss annie...miss machis...and all of all..i miss LAST TIME DE MACHIS!!! N LAST TIME DE WO!!! if onli i could stil have e stamina to play bball..haix...gonna quit smoking real soon...see ya guys...bye!

..oh ya!! hahahax...i oso grow fatter le...now do push up lik more heavy sia..hahax...jus for u all de info la...hahax..lame! k la..mummy woke up le!! hahax...she go buy mac let mi eat lehx! so touch..i love u mum! muackx...lolx...goin to eat my breakfast loe...den slep...whole nitex no slep lehx...play mahjong...alamkx...lose $2..hahax...k la...leisure..fun...is all i wan!

Friday, March 25, 2005

...suddenly wake up....n cant get back to slep....i tink mayb...im v fan ba....so decided to read everyone's blog....haix...read mag's de...found tat she's actually so touched to see wat min jie do for her lor...but suddenly...how come it got crops up agn? haix...dunno which bao to kia go tel her de...sure is 1 cb kia de lor...siao de...go k box onli wat...didnt trust is e most impt thing in a relationship? y so easily kana influenced...haix...mag ar...believe him la..he's reali faithful to u de...im his bro lehx...i wil lie to u mehx...haix....alright...tats abt others...

...now..its mi..tis few days...haix...same...so mani ups n downs...found myself a job...which is at bossini at harbourfront....free come find mi k...n...haix...y izzit e trust is not there? i can accept u msg guys...i can accept u tok to them....even ur friends...but y cant u? easily jealous? haix....mayb its jus an excuse....i can vow....until now...i nv do anything sorry to u lor..haix...i wonder if its e other way round...ai qing zhong jiao ren tong ku....dan...ye shi ren lei zui kai xin de yi jian shi...haix...love ar love....life ar life...haix....n...u tellin mi tat others guys wrote testi for their gals v swit? r u hinting mi or wat? but e problem is...i reali dunno how to write testi de....cant u understand? wen im wif sheryl...i stead wif her 5 or 6 months den i write one onli lehx...haix....izzit so impt to have testi? love is not to show others..wat others see....is always e oppsite...don u guys agree...u all see how lovely a couple were....but at e back stage..who knows? wat if they everyday quarrel de? haix....zhen xin xiang ai is e most impt thing i felt lor..i dunno ur tinking ba....no matter wat...since i chose tis path...i cant forefit half way...i wail love u til e day..history repeats itself...hope u all can understand...im reali v v stress tis few days...onli go clubbing makes my mind free!! frEE!! free from anything! nth comes into my mind except dancing dancing n dancing....haix....love is all around...and guys...my brothers...we r all drifting so far!! y? haix..i jus don understand...y laopo n yiming wan go work...haix...ok la...i go slep le...arbo later no strength play bball...bye guys...hope there is stil a few kind souls reading my blog..its better if theres none...cos..its meant to be personal...i can onli say...i reali did my BEST!! n...always remb..WAT COMES ARD...GOES ARD

Sunday, March 06, 2005

...haix....i hate my life...im devasted...im down....and totally unhappy...but lucky..i got a bunch of good brothers who stand by mi wen im down...to be there wen i need it e most... ChEeRs To MaChIs... hmmm....life is full of ups n downs....situation im in now...i tink...onli all my brothers know ba....haix..no matter wat..i wil stil be a strong as ever..continue my life as ever....and be e one...who i used to be... cos.. im JOSEPH GOEI!.. yup.. sorry for not updating fer so long....yup...take care guys...