...was down suddenly wen i found out i lost $30? i doubt so...im not a money minded guy...whos cares abt e $30...haix...why...........................................................................................................................................................
so much thingy happen....poly stuff is a mess...fucked up....manage to go thru...but...aRRrgGG !!!!!!!! i donno la.....i v fan ar! haix...is there any kind soul to tok to? haix............................................................... i hATE MY LIFE..................y r there stil so much touts in my mind wen im trying so hard to get everything's off.....fucking irritated e whole day.....................................YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix.....dang wo xu yao ni de shi hou...ni zai na li?....wo xiang...kai kai xin xin de gen ni he xiao fen de peng you ta qiu ba........... pei liang is rite....im not zai enuff in bball.........for whoever sake.....im gonna train hard.....i wil remb e promised i made.....stive for it........yes! n i dunno wat to sae to u...feel tat we r jus drifting n drifting as each day passes....topics r lesser n lesser.....u r afraid of tis...afraid of tat....cant u be more understandin? did i ever scold u b4 if u wake mi up? i wont n i never wil lor....not even a msg send while im sleepin....y others r so much so.........haix...i duno how to sae la...they wil call....missed call..msg...wat so ever....u sae u afraid to wake mi up...did i ever scold u b4? did u ever tried b4? mayb u don wanna wake mi up? so tat u wont have to meet mi n go ur 120 wif those.........haiix...who knows? at least i noe...at least abit...y u went 120 today....watever i sae..u oso wont listen...wats e use of sayin? ru guo ni mei gai de hua....na...jiu rang ri zi yi tian yi tian guo ba....mayb wen u r sick n tired of mi...u wil do e necessary lik wat ur BEST FRIEND often does....bie suo dui bu qi....bie rang wo shang le xin zai suo bu shi gu yi.....wo que bu neng guai ni....WO YAO DE BU ZI SHI "SORRY"!!! haix.....starting to lost e trust i used to get....feelin lik a loser...i wont care n i wil not le...jiu rang days pass ba...cos..i believe in DESTINY.....annie...thjanx for tat words...i wil remb tat..NTH LAST FOREVER BOY!...it wakes mi up...now....jus let mi cool down ba....i wan go eat cereal le....jus find out tis few days tat cereal r actually so tasty....bye guys....take care.....sorry...rather a boring update..