Tuesday, October 25, 2005

....hi...im back to wat i used to be...blog...cos my fat pig kip complaining til i buay tahan....hhahax...hmmm...tis few days...nth reali special happen...jus tat...i find...do i reali have a true friend? hahhax....weird...where's e machi i used to have? where is e brotherhood i used to love it? n where's e fun where we shared last time? haix...mayb its all gone ba...memories r always e best anit it? haix....min jie...seldomly contact...guangxi...sometimes...cherwyn...all...all..everyone..same....haix...wat happened? is it a kind of retribution for us not to back agn? i always said...u onli need a fone call to get all e others back...but does it works? NO!! haix...im naive? mayb...but i certainly tink tat we wil be back 1 day...where e fun...joy n laughter r...abt my love life...rocky! haix...ups n downs...ups n downs....nth to sae ba...mayb...quarrels is inevitable....if alot of words i spell wrongly..don laugh k...cos its long since i last touch pen....haix...family was alright...nth much happen...haix....im vex...im lonely..i need some1...its not tat i don tel u the things i kept...there's nth im keeping from u...jus tat...i dunno y....i reali dunno....jus a weird feeling tat irritate mi....no more e fun n joyful joseph i used to be...im now a depressed n sad guy who wan some1 to hug in tight in his/her arms....console mi...tel mi tat everything's alright...don worry...i nid some god! to bless mi...to held mi in their armx...mayb i shld go for holidays ba...wil be taking a look into it....mayb m'sia? or thai...depends....im gonna consult my mum abt it...i cant take it anymore...a sudden mood swing....its not tat i din sms u....but im loss for words...arG!! i dunno wat im tokin too...haix...hope tml by e time i wake....it wil be sunny n a new beginning begins ba.....




zhi mo de nan ren....

JoSePh sHaNg

Monday, October 10, 2005

....im back! hahhaax.....thx for supporting mi huh...xie xie da jia de pong chang....hmmmm...liffe tis few days was alright la...except for my temper goin bad-der and bad-der....i dunno y lehx...haix...sianx....got nth to do now...everyday is a free day for mi...no work! lolx...im slacking.....lik nobody's business lik tat....hmmm....life wil nv always be safe n secure....there wil always be obstacles ard to hinder ur path....hmmm....everyone makes mistakes...but...wats impt is u learn frm ur mistakes rather den fallin more n more into ur wrongs....its e same for love....how many times u expect ur partner to forgive u n carry on wif the r/s? 100? or jus oncE? i noe...its impossible n v less ppl wil onli forgave once....but...y cant jus love be perfect? wif nth to quarrels...nth to be angry...nth to be worry?....hmmm... remb not long ago wen i walked home wif cherwyn....he told mi smth...life.....everyone live with one thing in their mind....jiu shi yi ge TAN...it mean GREED....becos of tis words....ppl can backstab their best friends...becos of tis words....so....no one can be ever satisfied with wat the have now...hmmm....quite true....and it seem lik u urself and everyone is having....hmmm...tink i tok too chim liao...i oso dunno wat i tokin...ok la...cut...change....hmmm....had a small chat wif bunny not long ago....hmm....jus lik pouring out wat we r tinking all tat shit out...hahax...seem lik i had understand him more ba....hao ba...i shall stop here le...tis is my life recently! nth much happen....hope everything wil end....see ya guys....thanx for u all de support! n....pls tag b4 u leave!.....

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

m not j0seph! =p happy 17th birthday hubby(: hugs. here to blog in for this super lazy man.
BLEH happy birthday to u! happy birthday to u! happy birthday to jojo! happy bday to u! muahs.
my wish came true, yes. thanks dear! enjoy urself tmr aite. gonna be a very good day(: hugs!
i love u(: miss ya handsome! muahhs.


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