....hi...im back to wat i used to be...blog...cos my fat pig kip complaining til i buay tahan....hhahax...hmmm...tis few days...nth reali special happen...jus tat...i find...do i reali have a true friend? hahhax....weird...where's e machi i used to have? where is e brotherhood i used to love it? n where's e fun where we shared last time? haix...mayb its all gone ba...memories r always e best anit it? haix....min jie...seldomly contact...guangxi...sometimes...cherwyn...all...all..everyone..same....haix...wat happened? is it a kind of retribution for us not to back agn? i always said...u onli need a fone call to get all e others back...but does it works? NO!! haix...im naive? mayb...but i certainly tink tat we wil be back 1 day...where e fun...joy n laughter r...abt my love life...rocky! haix...ups n downs...ups n downs....nth to sae ba...mayb...quarrels is inevitable....if alot of words i spell wrongly..don laugh k...cos its long since i last touch pen....haix...family was alright...nth much happen...haix....im vex...im lonely..i need some1...its not tat i don tel u the things i kept...there's nth im keeping from u...jus tat...i dunno y....i reali dunno....jus a weird feeling tat irritate mi....no more e fun n joyful joseph i used to be...im now a depressed n sad guy who wan some1 to hug in tight in his/her arms....console mi...tel mi tat everything's alright...don worry...i nid some god! to bless mi...to held mi in their armx...mayb i shld go for holidays ba...wil be taking a look into it....mayb m'sia? or thai...depends....im gonna consult my mum abt it...i cant take it anymore...a sudden mood swing....its not tat i din sms u....but im loss for words...arG!! i dunno wat im tokin too...haix...hope tml by e time i wake....it wil be sunny n a new beginning begins ba.....




zhi mo de nan ren....

JoSePh sHaNg