....haix...my mood now is lik e colour lor...dull dull de...chirtsmas is jus 23 hrs ahead...y am i not even excited?? haix...dunno y am i feelin lik tat oso...hmm...mayb is...last chirstmas...i gave u my heart....7 months later...u gave it away de problem ba....but...im v sure i have put u aside..u cant affect mi anymore....but e problem is...i feel sad becos...if we haven broke up...23 more hrs is our 1 year anni....but...its onli 7 mths n i had a hard time forgetting u le...if it was to b 1 year plus...i cant imagine...how much more time i need to forget u...hope u have ur own future ba...don too hao lian hor...7 points not v good ok...o level must work hard....
okokx....enuff of her...now...wat to sae? i have a bunch of good brothers...but a fuck up family! haix...izzit reali...if u gain 1 thing...u haf to lost something to make it balance? haix...reali a fucked up family in my hse...how i wish i am to moved out of this fucking hse asap....i wil...once i get my pay n hong bao money...and once e divorce paper is sign...i wil be worries off...everything abt family..jus fucked off !! i wont chup anymore....hate my mum...she is always a coward!!!i shall sae...a real coward!! onli noe how to tok cock in front of us la...sae wat wat wat....wen it comes to facin my dad...she is jus a coward!! bloody hell!!!! hate it! jus lik a rat...onli noe how to act big in front of us...hate my dad!!!! y he can treat outside ppl so nice...yet treat us so cat?? fucker!! fuck him upside down man....he don deserve to b my dad...but how they treat mi now...wil be how i am treating them wen their in their ages....fucked up.....aRRR..i tink im goin crazy.....shldn't tink anymore...n more tons n more chalets wil kip mi away from all these stress....onli wen im wif my brothers!! i feel saved!!!i felt secured!! but i cant rely on them forever....i wan my own story..i gotta zhi ji fight out a world for myself!! n i wil do it!!....anyway...meRrY xMaS eVeRy!....gonna release all my stress in 22 more hrs!!!!!!!! whHOOOOohOOOOOO