....its agn..4 + in e morning...hahax...today nth much ba...went town..in search for my xing fu...but to no avail...lolx...hmmm..but no matter wat...i know...its fated de..wen heaven wanna gif u..it will...hmmm..today..aft town....went to cc play bball....saw her...yup...wellnth much....u noe..guys have 6th sense too...e way she tok to mi is jus so different ba...she don even sae bye to mi...how sad can it get yea? wen tat guy stand beside mi...she don even dare to tok to mi..haix....i uds how it feels ba...last time wen she stead wif tat guy...went i walk past her shop...also e same feeling...so i donn feel anything....i noe i shouldnt voice it out to her...but i reali bu gan yuan...y? y she must lik tat....hmmm...but nvm..i apologise to her for voicing out....so now..i shall blog it out...so tat i don offend her in a way tat i get it str8 into her...suan le...don tok abt her le...trust mi ppl...im trying hard to forget things n move on wif my life...i noe i will succeed! yes..i will...yup...the past 10 odd days has reali been chaotic....so much up n down for mi....hmmm...later wen i wake up...i promise a new mi...no more sad over her..no more jealousy...i wil jus take it as i jus see another couple in front of mi.... =) yes i will...n i got a secret i long wanna tell..hahax...hey ppl...im alr engage...heex...in 5 years time...im goin to have a LAOPO! heex...she is EILEEN ZHUANG QI LING! hahahax...she promise to married mi long time ago...but i always nv tell u all...heex...so now...we gif each other freedom to play...haha...5 years later...den get married n settle down...hahax...hao la...tis kind of things v difficult to sae de la...mayb 3 years later she get married le...den wat to do? i sad lo..haax...hmmmm....anyway...i stil hope to find e right gal tat i long wanted...ang mohs! i damn lik ang mohs...i dunno y..hahahx...i see them i wil jus daze n start having those fairytales thoughts le..haha...i dunno y...how i hope i got a ang moh gf..lolx...but guys....do look out for my friendster...cos i promise..if i reali find another gal...i wil str8 away post our pic in friendster...heex....i gurantee u all will be jealous of mi..hahax..guys wil be jealous of me n girls wil be jealous of her...cos where e hell she's so lucky to stead wif joseph...and they jus so loving!...hehex...hahahax...kiddin la...i sound so BHB...hahaax..bleahx...watever it is...tis is my blog! n my close friends read it....u guys wil uds me yea? heex...e rest who don lik mi...who gif a fuck care to them rite?if u don lik me...don come to my blog den! kindly get a life n fuck off! fierce anot? lolx...hao la...oso tink wont have ppl don lik mi come read 1 la...lolx..i oso nv tell ppl my link le...those who stil read my blog de are all regular customers hor? hahax...enuff of crapping...goin to slp aft my tis stick of ciggy....take care alright...n thanx u guys for supportin til now! i APPRECIATE IT! heex...but wait...guys...got job must intro mi alright! i reali need a job! if not..i wil be bored to death! lolx...bye guys...remb e word....CHERISH! N I MEAN CHERISH E ONE IN FRONT OF U....