Sunday, March 19, 2006

..hahahax....tis is e first time i do my own blog skin! hahhaha....for almost 4 years? i tink tis blog had been 4 years le ba...hahahax...or 3? for e first time u noe...i make my own blogskin! so happy...i spend quite alot of time doin tis...lolx...hmmm...nice nice..im statisficed...hmmm...btw...i dunno how to cre8 links...someone help mi pls...show example ok...don sae sae sae...i jus follow example...lolx...hmmm...dunno y...ownself make tis blog i so happy..lolx...hmmm...however..regarding me...i tink abt it clear enuff le ba...since u got another guy le...lets stop all those misses n caring msg/calls ba...either 1 of us nid to sacrifice isnt it? if not it wil be lik wat others said...keep on draggin n draggin...hmmm....jus wanna let u know b4 i leave it all behind...i cried wen i lost u...i miss u wen i lost u...there's so much i need to tell u...so much things left undone...so much wishes unfulfill...and so much loves i had for u....im sorry...for e last time we patch up...i noe i din gif my best...i chose to play on e same side...so i don get hurt...i noe im selfish...im sorry...but u can be so close to a new guy so fast...tat reali makes mi wonder now...is my move right or wrong..don tel mi all ur excuses of u don wanna miss mi so u so close wif him...don tel mi u don feel appreciated tats y u r so close wif him..tat only make mi doubt your love for mi...does being close to someone else helps? does it help by calling him cutiepie? buyin him little gifts?is tis wat u call u only using him to forget mi?watever it is...i don have e right to care anymore...nevertheless...on e other hand...we had too much misunderstandins...too much miscommunications...too much hurts...too much betrays...too much for mi to hard to believe u anymore...thus...1 person gettin hurt is much more better off than 2 or even 3 ppl get hurt yea?...sorry if i reali hurts u...but..the things u did on DECEMBER 9..and MARCH 18...is enuff for me to repay e hurt u gave...i apologised...don u tink u owe mi an apology too?...thx for loving me...til den..u r e best tat i ever had... =) ..take good care of urself..cos..i wouldnt be there anymore...not now..not months later..perhaps...years later ba...all e best to u...and best wishes to e both of u... i wish..he's the one u r looking for...he wil be the one understand u..and e one who wil be there for u wen u need him..and appreciate u..wo zhen xin de zhu fu ni men...zhu ni men yong yuan kuai le.. =)...


with love,
..joseph..

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