...yuan lai..yi ge ren du zhi de ku qi...shi duo meh de ji mo...duo mo de qi liang....haix....in tis world...its just so weird...so different....liang ge ren...ming ming xiang ai...but...cant be tgt...but..there r couples who don love each other....its jus so weird n fucking feeling! argh..! hao xin ku..my knee n my chest hurt lik hell! arr!! can some1 wake up my soul? i tink im lost...im sadden..im hurt-ted...im jus a failure....jus a failure in love..in studies...in bball...y? hai...there's nth i can beat any1..found out...im actually very lonely...hahax...tis few days...its jus so..hmmm..lonesome? went play bball alone...wen there's so many ppl tat r so close yet so far...went back home alone...eat alone...and many more...im jus down...don ask mi why..btw..i jus came back from hongkong....shall update my life over there soon...til den..i til i shld get my fuckin body to bed b4 i reali PENG KUI...No mOrE tEArS...i pROmIsE...and i start to lik e song sang by i forgot who...e song goes lik tis... ni nah meh ai ta...wei se meh bu ba ta liu xia? wei se meh bu shuo zhen xin hua...its a nice song...trust mi...don listen to it wen u r sad..tears wil jus flow.....hao la..take care guys....