..its 4.30 in the morning..yet..i cant slep...jus finish doin wif all e links...ah ling...gif mi ur link....cos i lost it...n sis..if u r stil readin my blog....gif mi ur link too....hmmm...so much for mi to tink tonight...y?haix...im so boring...everyday wake up...no ppl msg...my phone don ring for e whole day...except for my mum's call...haix...m i reali tat lonely?...guys...ask mi out! cos im reali damn free!! and y? y i gotta hear those stuff tat i don wanna hear? i tout i could avoid..but...it jus happen so coincidence tat someone wil jus tell mi into my ears...i don care...i don wanna fucking care...but y am i so misery? haix..fuck! i wanna slp...i jus wanna slp...i don wanna tink anymore...i don care if u guys been to have couple dates...couple movie...went to watch superstar n sit beside him....or watever it is...i don wann know!i don wanna care! argG...pls ppl...stop tellin mi stuff abt wat had happened btw them...i don wanna noe...i reali don...sometimes...its someting i rather not noe than knowing! arRGG...hai....trying to put up a fake smile everyday is reali tiring..i swear its tiring...but all i need is time...i cant be sobbing alone wen so many ppls actually do care for mi...thanx guys...thanx for being there...u guys r right...she's out there enjoying herself wif another guy...y would i stil bother to be so sad n stil care so much? haix...i jus niid time..i niid time...guys..trust me...i jus niid time to clear everything...bu yao zai xiang ni...bu yao zai ai ni...rang shi jian qiao qiao de mo qu...wo men liang ke de hui yi....take care...guys...believe mi...im gotta be strong.! and i wil...smile..tml wil be a much more better day than today!