...had a long walk home..well...e feeling of loneliness will sure be there wen u had a long 45 mins alone..however..think of alot of things...well...gruadually...i realise alot of things along the way...wat ever u wanted...might not be e way it will turn out...tats all i can sae ba...life's full of surprises...but its also full of downfall..lucks n stuffs...wat do i reali wan? the answer is a simple life...but no matter how many times i tried...i failed...things will just messed up..no matter how hard i tried to be a better man...i nv make it...ppl sae failure makes u realise/ even learn something...im not sure whether i had failed or all along..its me being e one who thought likewise...whatever it is...i wish there will be happiness. or even...a single smile each day...hey listen folks....i can be e damn sad person in e world...but all i need is u! my friends tats around me to smile...even wen im so down..i still put on a smile on my face...u people better be happy...and smile back to me...that all i hope for...n make it v sure...that u guys will be there...people sae...u gain n u lost...i agree the fact that it is...i gain something..or i tout i had gained....but wat do i lost? my brothers? sigh....wateva it is...life stil goes on...holdin on to e tears welling up in my eyes..i felt lik a emo kid...forget it...u people jolly well take care...