...im sorry...i do changed...but there r things tat im still v sensitive about...sigh...i can never be a better person no matter how hard i tried...i noe im a failure...a failure in everything i do...sigh.....i jus need something to vent...im sorry for tis post..ARGH~! sigh...ppl...can u pls teach me...teach me how to be a better person hao ma....im nv good enuff..nv satisfied...haix....GOD AR....can u pls don play ard wif me....pls...if u wan...pls...make me be stronger...y am i turning so sissy? so weak...where's e old act fit joseph? where's e nv easily gif up de joseph goei? y must my life have so many ups n downs....EVERYTHING!@ ....MY FAMILY...those who noe me...shld noe wat happen...my studies...i never soar in academic...my basketball life...my love life...my brothers....so many so many things happen to me...y must it be me? sigh...sigh.....i gif up..i rr gif up...i ren ming...wo zhen de ren ming...GOD~!....PLS STOP MAKING FUN OF ME~!sigh....