...hmmm...sometimes...i v it weird wen ppl keep changing their URL...hmm...or am i e weird 1? to always keep tis URL? but i had been using this since dunno wen lo..haa....so many history...so many past updates..a little secret which i din wan many to noe...hahaha.all can be seen here...but i don mind la...tats all my past...wen i created tis blog...wat i wish was to have a online diary...so tat wen i grow old...i can open e link n view my life wen i was young...mayb..i can also use tis to tell stories to my kids...no matter how sad it is or how high or defiant their father was wen i was young...haha...u guys might tink tat i tink too far...but tink agn...isnt my words make sense? ppl can be rr forgetful at times yea? haha...well...anyway...i still tink tat choosing a URL tat will be for v long is better than u keep changing it...imagine today u wif someone...den ur URL wil be..LOVE WHOEVER.blogspot.com...den aft tat change gf/bf...den have to change URL agn..hahaha...isnt tat quite....i dunno...mayb e word....weird? i dunno la..i jus find tat keeping e constant URL is still e best...alright ppl...im not pin pointing at anyone hor...jus sui bian sae sae onli..cos i suddenly have e feeling of blogging aft such a long time...haha....tis might be a v long entry...click e X button if u r bored alright..lolx...

....well...i see quite alot blogs have e pic of their loves one...mayb i shld put me n her hor...for ppl who noe me..u shld noe who im referring to...my BOR~! hahha...hmmmm..but...i forgot how to use photobucket le...hahahahhaha....any1 wanna teach me agn? anw...i personally feel tat i have change quite alot compared to e past huh? if u noe me well...u will agree wif wat i said too....its lik e bonds btw me n my brothers is not that strong anymore...n im not so "STEADY" now...i dunno y...mayb lik wat my mum always tell me..."ni ze yang jiang yi qi zuo mo, you yong meh? ni you shi...ni confirm ta men yi ding hui xiang ni ze yang ma? yi qi zi duo shao qian?"translate...u so steady for wat...got use mehx? if u got problem...u confirm everyone wil be lik u?steadiness worth how much? hmmm..im direct translating...so..if u don uds..don blame me...so...mayb im being influence by her words ba...or mayb..i big le..noe how to tink le..or mayb...is e case tat makes me a rather afraid of being so steady...yup...BUT~! BUT...if any of my bro needs help...im sure..everyone wil noe..i will never sae NO..unless its not within my limits...yeap..hmmm...another things is i tink i changed quite alot is my attitude ba...i can sae my temper had reali decrease alot alot alot lo...im not so hot tempered now...im serious...gif u all an example...i din make any noise or retaliate wen my bor slap / shout at me in front of all my brothers...those who noe me...u shld noe wen u do tat to me...its spells TROUBLE WITH ME~!...but i reali din do anything....tis is a v good example tat my temper has change...another thing is tat im not so sensitive abt things le ba i guess...i don mind my bor to msg other ppl...IN FRONT of me...go out wif other guys...i don mind her giving number to others even i felt abit uneasy still..but i don rr mind...mayb its e previous 2 tat run away tat makes me feel tat...well...if its mine...it wil be...or mayb...im too confident of myself...haha...so..i don reali worry anything now...wats most impt is e two of us tgt happy..tats all i ask fer...i started to have a new look in life also...i used to be quite "STINGY" i would sae wen it comes to buying stuffs for myself...but now...i don reali mind buying tis n tat...cos i tink..$ can be earn back de wat..wats more impt is i lik..n i buy...no nid tink too much...so yeap...i got wat i wanted..n im happy with it...n ppl...tell u all 1 secret...I GOT A GENUINE LOUIS VUITTON WALLET~! shhh....don WOW...hahaha...its a gift from my sis...i got e receipt okie...don believe ask for it n i wil show u..haha...its not im showing off or wat...but jus thankful tat i got it at e age of 18...thanks sis~!
...haha...alright...enuf of tis...hmmmm....anw...im jus a changed person now i guess...n i can prove tat im a changed person...okie..gotta go...update soon...