hellox...its lik 3.15 now lor....n i cant slep...sianx....i slept at 10 + le...cos i was damn tired...but..idoit la...was waken up by my sis...she is so idoit lor....type keyboard til so loud...den kip down there cough cough...haix....den i dunnno y....tis few days v hot tempered...mayb is e weather de guan xi ba....i felt v uneasy now...i jus dunno how to express out....wo hen xin ku....haix...v fan....alot of things to think abt....haix....wo hao fan ar!! i cant slep!! n i cant find any1 to tok to!!! haix...ke lian de wo....hmmm....feeling abit lonely n ji mo ba....jus now see melvin kip calling lily...so concern abt her...so mani things....haix.....tis few things bu shi last time i do de ma?? its not i tink abt her....is tat...i reali felt something is missing in my life ba....NOT HER OK!!...is something call LOVE...jus now..was tokin wif jansen at bus stop....haix....i told him...got stead oso got good points...steadless oso got good points...isnt it?? but y am i stil feeling so lonely lehx?haix...i dunno la...den wen i was fliping here n there on my bed jus now....i tink abt my future....hmm....looks lik i reali don have any goals ba....i dunno? but everyone's life is fated de isnt it? u r being planned wat to do...wat to sae even wat to eat....hmmm....looks lik i gotta make myself busy to kip away from all tis wildful thinkin ba....hmmm..now watching tv...got ppl sae..ai qing is dunno abt money or wat...e richer u r...e more difficult to know wats e other party's feeling...is he/she love u becos of $?? or reali true love? hmmm...tink abt tis...agn..let mi tink abt wat others sae abt her...izzit true? i dunno...hope its not ba...ok la...now happy side....jus now went to meridian jc to play match....won...but for mi...i tink we lost le...cos i reali play v badly...but..its not becos i play v badly den we lost la...but i tink..they onli secondary lehx...den for our standard....onli win them 20 odd points...is not enuff lor...i don tink we can win so little onli lor...so not too happi wif e result ba....but nvm....i will continue to improve myself de...to b a good point guard...to be e 1 controlling e whole game...i did tat jus now...but was a while onli...my stamina suckx! i hate it...gonna train hard le ba....hmm....days r so boring without bball! hahax...see ppl getting in national team...was so envy lor...haix...but cannot la...my standard...can play for any team jiu suan hao le...arbo even a team oso cannot play ar...hmmm...tink tats all ba....yup..see u guys....i don wan sae i love u all le..ARBO LATER GOT PPL SAY I GAY HOR....U NOE WHO U R AR...HAHAX...so...take care guys...see ya...


*praying hard to wish tat all my wishes wil come true 1 day...zhu fu wo ba! lao tian ye! ke lian ke lian wo ba...hahax...