Monday, November 29, 2004

Family...
ok la...since sis...u wana family..den i shall write ba...hmm....today went out...was quite happy at first...haix...den wen i went to see guangxi...seeing his parents so close together...reali felt tat he is so fortunate..n mi? haha...im a family problem child....but...who cares right? since young..i knew tis day wil happen...hmmm..i tink all my close friends would know my parents wil be divorcing ba...hmm....not a surprise to mi actually...neither is it a big thing to mi...i jus knew tat tis day wil come since young....n yup..i do love my family alot...no 1 can criticise any1...even tho u all kip sayin my sis is fat..so?...she has her beauty in it..while some of us don have...no 1 is perfect...eben tho we quarrel often...n sometimes my words r jus so hurting...but i dunno how to apologise...or shld i sae...don havve e face to...i noe u is wei wo hao...but sometimes...ur method used is jus too agitating lor...i cant help to raise my voice on u...on tis...i sae SORRY...n no matter wat...u r my best sister always...remb wat i told u? im so lucky tat tis life time...i have u as my sis...i wonder next life time...what wil we b...n for my mum...even tho she always nag at us lik nobody business...and scoldin us without thinkin abt how we wil feel...i stil LOVE her sooo much...she is e most wonderful mum in my heart!! e most bestest...goodest mummy to mi...i locve u MUMMY....haix...as for dad...was rather disappointted in him ba...haix...treat other ppl so good...spend money on them lik water...den to family? haix...so selfish....body top to toe...dunno how mani thousands lor...rolex king...big bangle...spec oso nid $1000+...so richh...but to family...he treated us so poorly...but nvm....how he treat mi now...wil be how i treat him wen he is old...its not im not fifial...i jus wan him to try being treated tis way de feeling...hmmm....and for mi...i alreadi tink hao hao le...after they divorce....i wanna stay on my own...i don wanna stay wif anyone...jus me myself n i...n i told mum le....cos i don wan any1 to sae i side who or watsoever...as u noe...once a parent divorce...mani rumours from aunties n uncles wil come...especially from my father's side...haix...so...to save tis kind of 38....i rather live on my own...i tout abt tis b4...n now..im certain tat i wil do it...nth gonna change tis...its final..and yup...i tink tats probably all ba...long rite? thanx for takin e effort to read my so long de entry..hahax...if u nv read dao here..hahax...den jiu nv see dao my thank u lor..hahax..take care guys...see u guys...bye

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