Even though i dont know if you will still blog, i think this is the only way to tell you how i feel. im really sorry. i started all the shits yet im demanding for all. zhen de duibuqi.): its been 6 mth 16 days not together and ive been missing you very very very badly. you shi xiang qi ni bu zhi bu jue jiu hui liu yan lei. i really dint want things to turn out this way. barbie, can you tell me exactly what you want?? yi ge ren zhen yang tong shi ai liang ge nu ren? HOW?! can you just tell me what do? do you really still love me? who do you want? do you know how difficult for me to not contact you when shes ard? WO ZHEN DE HEN XINKU!
when you told me to be prepared, i really broke down. why is such a thing happening to me? why do you want me to be prepared when you will never get back togther with me? why do you still bother how i feel? why issit so torturing?! why am i waiting for someone who alr has a gf?
if shes pregnant will you really marry her? please tell me an answer?
my only hope is about to shatter.):): dont give up on me.):


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NOT GIVING UP ON YOU.