...hmm...was down by a illness called bell's palsy..which make my right side of my face v difficult to move...cos my nerves were swallon...haix...reali wish to hav sum1 by my side in this difficult times..reali wish to see her everyday...zi yao mei tian neng kan dao ni yi chi..wo jiu xin man yi zu le...however..was kind of glad n sad ba..sad is y i will become lik tat..haix..so ke lian..but e happi things is i reali find my true love le lor...during the first few days wen i have tis...i was reali depressed..i dont wan to drag ani1...n i told her to leave mi if reali i will not recover..she cried...n told mi never will she do tat..n she started encouraging mi everyday...yest...i cant find her..i reali felt so lost..dunno wat will hapen if i reali lost her ba..reali cherish the days wif her..n e times wif her were lik a story..evry chapter ended wenever i send her home...a new chapter begins wen i caled her in e morning to wake her up..she is e one who motivate mi to reali wantin to get well..."wei le ni..wo hui hao hao yang ping de..bu hui ran ni shi wang.."promise i will never gonna leave u...n i wont blame u if u wanna leave mi...cos..im not a good stead..either a good husband...u will reali stay a memories in my heart..deep down my heart...times can reali heal all pains...all e time i had wif her...every1 in my heart b4 were reali forgotten...everyday..wake up..first 1 is tink of her..went down to e bus stop...was hopin to see dao her...boarded e bus...ur images jus appeared in my mind without fail...in class..wenever i had free time or day dreaming..e first 1 i tout of is her....times reali files...we had been thru so much n i tink u r e one ba....reali don wanna hav a day wen sum1 ask mi..hey..hows u n nutty?? n i told them..no more le..NeVeR!!never will i wanna said tat k...promise...Ai sHaNg lE nI...nI jIaN jIaN rAnG wO fA xIaN aI dE zHoNg yAo XiNg..mEi yOu lE nI..Ai JiU mEi yOu Yi yI Le..understand...n another person i reali gotta thanx is bo ling..she encourage mi to get well...she told mi tat nutty nid mi n she wil b real sad if im lik tat..she even help mi find how to cure my tis illness by doin exercise...thanx alot..friens foreva..n hope u n eugene will jian chi dao di ba..


lastly..is my bball...havin this illness reali make mi felt v uncomfortable..haix...my right eyes cant see probably wen i wear my lenses..haix..reali hope to get in nationals..now..e most impt thing is to win yishun..once we win them...we wil sure get into national le..ya..so...reali gonna fight till e end..jus lik how mi n her fight all e way thru tis obstacles together...monday reali gonna play le..after 1 week of rest..i will jia you de..wish mi luck ba..jia you...last but not least..i reali wanna tel u..i never ever regret falling in love wif u...n noeing u..it reali brighten up my life..love ya 4-eva!!