...wat am i doin?huh...wo min min zhi dao ta bu hui ai shang wo..den...go lik her for wat??haix...n now..make 2 of them oso not happi...haix.."WO AI DE REN SHI NI AR!!"wat would u do if tis was said by sum1 to u??haix...joseph!!!!wake up!!!!!haix...i tink i am reali hopeless le la...mayb reali gt love curse la..haix.....jus hope tat she wil find sumore tat is more worth her love dan mi ba...i am jus a useless freak!!!everyday jus noe how to make gal sad...haix...n onli noe how to spend money!!dunno how to see if my family members is upset or wat..haix......y am i always so useless!??!??!??!?huh???zhen de shi wo mei you yong ma???haix...ru guo you de xuan ze de hua.wo zhen de hen xiang hui dao guo qu....make every mistake that i hav made to make it rite....haix...yest...bryan was beaten by 6 guys...and i donno if i wanna go down anot...cos i am scare??surely no lor...its jus tat...those who beat him...is my friend's de friend lor...ask mi wat to do...i jus hav to sae sorri to bryan lor...but...i go down or no go down oso same la...bryan tat side enough ppl le...i don tink less mi 1 would affect tat...haix...yest decision...was lik e love relation i am havin now..haix..reali feel lik askin yue lao...wat to do...my mum jus ask mi..."got ppl sae u handsome??"i ask y...she told mi.....arr...nth..nvm...don sae le...ar bo..u all sae i bhb..haix..choices tat i made will onli make mi regret lor...sianx...reali reali feel lik havin a long long sleep...where everything jus seem perfect in dreamx...haix...i wish i will never wake up n see e ugly world..haix...k la..shall stop here....n i jus wanna tel those tat i hav hurt..I AM REALI SORRI!!I DIDNT MEANT TO HURT U..I DIDNT MEANT TO MAKE U SHED TEARS 4 MI....in all..i'm jus SORRI!!!haix..