LoV|nG wOrLD!~!~

2012-02-12T15:36:00.003+08:00

I wonder if you were drunk when you said you miss me.
I've been missing you alot actually ))):

anw, HAPPY V'DAY TO YOU IN ADVANCE!: D

2012-02-02T23:04:00.000+08:00

imy

2012-01-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

why you rather listen to those nosey Parker and be curious with finding out the shit truth than to believe in me once more??
AM I FOREVER A LIAR TO YOU ALREADY? AM I?
if you keep wanting to be curious, don't ask me anything. for everything I say will just be lies.
))):

2012-01-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

62!

2012-01-10T00:37:00.004+08:00

我不知道我们以后是否还有机会从新再来。如过有，我要和你开开心心的走完这条路。((:

2012-01-06T00:27:00.001+08:00

如果将来没人要我，你会不会要我？

2012-01-01T00:04:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR MYLOVE! :D

Love me okie?
(:

2011-12-13T03:12:00.000+08:00

happy sixtyone sweetie!

2011-12-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

please take good care of yourself for the 6days sailing mylove!

just wanna tell you, neoxuewei is gonna miss you much!(:

2011-11-29T15:13:00.002+08:00

I don't want you to be a bff! please don't be!
I don't want to be your best friend forever either! are you trying to say that we can't be together anymore? Is that supposed to be a hint?
hais.

2011-11-25T15:23:00.001+08:00

I see that so many people of my age are getting married or alr married!
AND LIANG XUEWEI IS STILL SINGLE!
I wanna hide in my blanket and cry! ))':

2011-11-25T01:12:00.003+08:00

I left without a reason, I came back with an explanation filled with regrets.
But still..
No matter how thick skin I am, I still can't win over your heart.
我输了。
If one day I should start ignoring you, it's not that I don't bother nor care bout you anymore, it's because I don't want to stress you anymore, I don't want to burden you anymore.
You know I can't bear to do this but, probably I would one day.

TAKE GOOD GOOD CARE BFL!
MISSING YOU LOADS!<3

2011-11-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Eeeeeeeeeeee..my nose is running too!
都是你的错！

2011-11-18T02:05:00.001+08:00

I am not happy!
I am not happy!
I AM NOT HAPPYYYYY!!!

2011-11-15T23:32:00.001+08:00

Irritating and suey right? Ti ti chan chan chan.
I will shut from now on!!

2011-11-14T02:29:00.002+08:00

If only you're not so gian pua, we could have watched a mv or gone for a good dinner!
Thought could spend the day fruitfully with you:(
but since could just stay with you the whole day, ain't that bad afterall uh. Haha
nevertheless, 加油加油加油！

*stop saying that being with you is useless. I will walk away when I want to.

2011-11-13T17:15:00.000+08:00

Happy SIXTYYYYYYYYYY! <3

2011-11-10T22:44:00.003+08:00

.....
sometimes i feel that im like a fly, keep flying around you, keep pestering you, keep irritating you.
im just afraid that one day you will forget about me or stop bothering about me. im really afraid. Dont ever leave me alone k?
my heart sank when i saw you accepting her relationship request again. at that very moment i thought to myself, why am i not the one you're accepting but her?!
sometimes i really yearn for your full attention but i know that day will only happen when you're willing to let down your ego and accept me as your girl again.
i hope one day i'll stand a bigger portion than your ego.

2011-11-05T03:23:00.002+08:00

its the no 14th mth im not your bor!
))))))))))))))))))':

anw im here to buck up for you! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOUUUUUUU FOR YOUR SOCCER SWEETIE! YOU CAN DO IT DE!

*i will always be there, whenever you can think of, to support you!
lymy.

2011-10-04T21:52:00.003+08:00

keep looking at your phone waiting for a text to pop out frm me? dont worry, ive not forgotten that its your special day.(:
...

ive decided that im not gonna send you a text nor apps you since everybody is doing it but to blog, hence making me more special.
idk if you will see this post not but at least if next time you kp say i never wish you, here i am doing right now.(:

happy happy birthday my dearestboy!<3<3<3

**i want to be the one beside you celebrating all your birthdays with you frm the 2012 onwards! and i want you to be the one celebrating all my birthdays with me ! i dont care i dont care!

2011-09-25T18:30:00.002+08:00

just love seeing and having you sleeping beside me.(:

i so wanna hold you.

i so wanna hug you.

i so wanna kiss you.

BUT i cant.

im so gonna missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss you for a month! sigh.

2011-09-17T21:56:00.003+08:00

i teared twice today!
early moring got embarrassed by the f bus driver and with your "its okie, its alright" my eyes were filled with tears)':
and now, im reading your blog's past posts and i teared agn!
i dint know i was your bor before we were tgt. haha.
but...
JOSEPH GOEI RUI YONG!! YOU'RE A BIG FAT LIAR!
you say yi sheng zhi ai wo yi ge!
you say your ugly frog love you and when the day comes whereby your ugly frog ignore you will be the day he stops breathing!
when will the frog continue loving the princess?!

2011-09-13T19:39:00.000+08:00

fiftyeight!

and counting....

2011-08-26T23:51:00.001+08:00

im really sorry boy

)):

2011-08-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

cheerup sweetheart!!
i know you feel heartpain for the 10k losses. i feel the pain for you too)):
i seriously hope you keep to your words and not go casino anymore le.( or at least go once in a bluemoon only ) its really not a healthy thing to gamble so much know.
be good okie?(:
i will ask tua peh gong to bo pi bo pi you all the way!
tgc while sailing now.(:

i will always be there for you-

2011-08-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

if only we were still togther, that would make 57mths!
happy supposed to be 57mths sweets!(:
having to know you and being once your lover was never a regret.
i wanna ride on the beautful story with you again.
im waiting.

princess and the frog.

2011-08-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

you like the way we are now?
I DONT LIKE.
i dont want to be like the 3rd party. i want to be you, joseph goei's girl.
im so happy whenever i see your name pop's out in whatsapp:D
i so wanna tell you that imy in whatsapp now but i cant. now i can only anticipate every morning for you to talk to me till she's off.

anw, i dreamt of you during my nap. its a sweet one((:

2011-07-09T00:38:00.002+08:00

i wonder...
am i living in denial?
or am i still dreaming?
isnt it the same my dear?
i really wonder.

imisssomuchaboutyou.

2011-07-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

10 months.

tell me if i still stand a chance? tell me please.
you still love me dont you? cause i love you still and i regretted what i did to you. really regretted.):

ily.imy.

2011-06-16T00:59:00.002+08:00

9 months. thats really fast.

i am really sorry for the past. are you still willing to give me another chance?

seeing you happily with her, i know i got to move on. no matter what it may seem to be, you will always be kept tightly inside my tiny and weak heart.

your once beloved girl.
tgc love.<3

2011-06-06T22:36:00.001+08:00

i miss you mum's rice dumplings.
i miss angela.
i miss you boy.

2011-05-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

weird feelings these few days.

imy. i really do.

i dare not pin any hopes but i am still holding on.

2011-04-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

i dont want to be your goodfriend. Goodfriends will never be together.):
anw my status was a song. i've nv moved on.):

imy very very much but nobody knows.

2011-04-15T02:07:00.002+08:00

Happy happy knowing each other for 5yrs!:D:D you must be wondering why i dont want to make i short and say happy 5yrs friendship right? because.........we were more than just friends.(: Stil remember how we know each other? Remember how we chatted in msn? you always tell me, no 6am no slp. HAHAHA. and you always asked me to slp early by drawing on msn the pimple face to scare me. LOL. its actually very sweet of you. lovin and missin it! I remember telling you that we are impossible but in fact, wo yi jing ai shang ni le. i was just trying to play hard to get. naughty right? but the feeling really shuang lo. hee. if only time could rewind back. hmmmm.. and to tell you, i wanted to delete you off facebook on 12april because i have yet learnt to forget and stop missing you. but you suddenly whatsapp me in the middle of the night saying that, imy. happy yet contradicting. i miss you, i miss you more, i miss you most josephgoei! ((:

2011-04-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

one deariee one darling one dear and....one barbie (:

imy-

2011-03-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

you're never useless to me just that too playful.

mmmy-

2011-03-24T00:44:00.001+08:00

you're the best i ever had.

wzdhxnwry-

2011-03-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

Even though i dont know if you will still blog, i think this is the only way to tell you how i feel. im really sorry. i started all the shits yet im demanding for all. zhen de duibuqi.): its been 6 mth 16 days not together and ive been missing you very very very badly. you shi xiang qi ni bu zhi bu jue jiu hui liu yan lei. i really dint want things to turn out this way. barbie, can you tell me exactly what you want?? yi ge ren zhen yang tong shi ai liang ge nu ren? HOW?! can you just tell me what do? do you really still love me? who do you want? do you know how difficult for me to not contact you when shes ard? WO ZHEN DE HEN XINKU!
when you told me to be prepared, i really broke down. why is such a thing happening to me? why do you want me to be prepared when you will never get back togther with me? why do you still bother how i feel? why issit so torturing?! why am i waiting for someone who alr has a gf?
if shes pregnant will you really marry her? please tell me an answer?
my only hope is about to shatter.):): dont give up on me.):

wzdhxnwry-
NOT GIVING UP ON YOU.

2010-09-07T05:20:00.003+08:00

...i decided to pin this down simply just for my own refrence next time hopefully till i grow old.....i dont think any soul is still reading my blog...

...today is the second day that i lost her...NEO XUE WEI..00471z...someone whom im with for e past 3 years 9 months 24days..i wouldnt say e reason why...mayb is im too harsh...or u really did....but anyhow...u owe me an explaination...a clear cut explaination...i was the one who iniated the break up...however...u left without leaving any words behind..somehow..im realli disapointted...Nonetheless...here are some thoughts that i wish to share to u..if u ever remember that i have a blog here...if ever u happen to see this...BARBIE..i wanna tell u...until now...ure the girl i love the most....the one who can really tolerate my fucking temper..the one whose willing to do anything jus to make me happy...even tho u r a very quiet girl...u don like to express urself much..and always abit blur blur..but i know u r trying very hard to be my ideal girl..trying ur best to make me happy...u r the one who never talk back wenever i flare up...i really appreciate u alot...i swear from e bottom of my heart..i tout u were gonna be the one..the one that will spend e rest of my life with...e one who will hold my hand till our hair turns grey...i know i had been playing very very much lately...for the past 3 months? i have neglected u...i din give u the attention that u ever needed...im sorry barbie..im gonna say something that i tink u r never gonna believe it..but whether u believe it or not...barbie...on 5th of sept when i hug u in bed...i told myself n promise myself..im gonna stop playing..its time...time for me to stop...we'll go for movie n a good dinner n i will make it up to u for wat u had lost the 3 months...but i was late...too late....6 days in total....he got it right..he caught all ur attention when u needed it most...if we could jus hang on for jus 1 more day barbie....mayb things would have been much different...i swear im not lying...and i dont even know whether in this life if u will ever see this post...no point lying at this stage...this 2 days..i tried to be as cool as possible...i tried to swallow my tears into my stomach....its like everywhere i go theres a shadow & memories of u....every song i listen to jus make me think of u...1392days...it took me 6 months to woo u....1392days together with u....how long would it take for me to forget u? never....u will really be etched in somewhere of my heart...the first night without u by my bed side...i wouldnt dare to off the light...i feel so lonely..so not used to it...the only way is to treat ANGELA as u..plus my bolster...i cant slep...cant eat...BEER N CIGGY r my drugs...there was so many times i tried to turn to hug u...jus lik how TV always show...but u werent here..ur pillow...blanket...angela..all r still stain wif ur smell...i cant bear to change it..but soon..e smell wil go off..

...we officially broke off at 6th sept 0017hrs when ur sms reached my fone...before opening it...i was hoping u asked us for a cool off time period..n talk things out...but no.. it reads " i had taken all my stuffs alr.thanks for being there for me all these years..take good care..i hope we can still be friends.."my heart sank...at that point of time...i hope i can rush to u..hug u...and like the other time...telling u i cant bear u to go...but i stop myself..i told myself..it was my decision.! i gotta stand firm to it...i dunno y u don even bother to explain to me? izzit u really guilty? or ur conscious is clear..i dunno..i really dunno..u kept me hanging...BARBIE...remb how hard i persuaded u to stay wif me? e 100 reasons?

1 I wan to hug u
2 I wan u to hug me
3 I wan to see u
4 I wan u to see me
5 I wan u to kiss me
6 I wan to kiss u
7 I wan to cuddle u
8 I wan u to help me cut fingernail
9 I wan to see u in e night
10 I wan to see u in e morning
11 I wan to see u wen I open my eyes
12 I wan u to see me in e night
13 I wan u to see me wen u open ur eyes
14 I wan to hold ur hand
15 I wan u to hold my hand
16 I miss u
17 I love u
18 I like u
19 I wan to make breakfast for u
20 I wan u to eat e breakfast I made
21 I wan to share e whole night wif u
22 I wan u to share e whole nite wif me
23 I wan to sing u good nite song
24 I wan to tell u bed time story
25 I wan u to buff my fingernails
26 I wan to look into ur eyes
27 I wan u to look into my eyes
28 I wan to kiss u good nite
29 I wan u to kiss me good nite
30 I wan u to gif me morning kiss
31 I wan to gif u morning kiss
32 I wan to sae good nite to u face to face
33 I wan u to sae good nite to me face to face
34 I wan u to sae good morning to me face to face
35 I wan to sae good morning to u face to face
36 I wan to share bed wif u
37 I wan u to cuddle me
38 I wan u to see me in e morning
39 I wan to help u dig ur ear
40 I wan to help u massage
41 I wan u to help me massage
42 I wan to help u scratch back
43 I wan u to help me scratch back
44 I wan to tickle u
45 I wan u to tickle me
46 I wan to play ar zup with u
47 I wan to play bingo with u
48 I wan to play monopoly wif u
49 I wan to smell ur hair
50 I wan to play la bi wif u
51 I wan to play my nose wif urs
52 I wan to play wif ur eyes
53 I wan to play wif u mouth
54 I wan to bite ur tongue
55 I wan to bite ur lips
56 I wan to see u brush teeth in e morning
57 I wan u to see me brush teeth in e morning..
58 I wan u to bite my tongue
59 I wan u to bite my lips
60 I wan u to play wif my eyes
61 I wan u to sleep beside me
62 I wan to sleep beside u
63 I got nth to do
64 I wan to be wif u
65 I wan u to be wif me
66 I wan u to sit I squeeze to massage ur leg
67 I wan to watch tv wif u
68 I wan to listen songs tgt wif u
69 I wan to to talk wif u in e nite
70 I wan to talk to u so closely side by side
71 I wan to lie on u awhile
72 I wan u to lie on me awhile
73 I wan to make milo for u
74 I wan to drink milo wif u
75 I wan u to slap me
76 I wan u to pinch me
77 I wanna pinch u
78 I wan to slap u
79 I wan to bite ur backside
80 I wan u to bite my backside
81 I wan e feeling of only being wif u
82 I wan u to have e feeling of only being wif me
83 I wan to play play station wif u
84 I wan to dance wif u
85 I wan to teach u sing
86 I wan to hear u sae I love u before I slep face to face
87 I wan to sae I love u face to face
88 I wan to sae I miss u face to face
89 I wan to sae I need u face to face
90 I wan to grab u tightly wen u slep
91 I wan u to grab me
92 I wan to sae thank u to u face to face
93 I wan to help u put mascara
94 I wan u to help me put mascara
95 I wan to take photo wif u b4 bedtime
96 I wan to tell u how much I appreciate u face to face
97 I wan to stick my head so close to u
98 I wan ur head to stick close to me
99 I reali wan u to be by my side
100…I REALLY LOVE U!~! DARLING….heres 100 reasons for u…MuAcKx!
...here u go...remb how much joy n laughter we used to had? u say zou jiu zou...i really dunno if i shld hate u..1392 days baby...u can jus let it down to someone for jus 6days? 6 days? hmmm...if u could give me an ans...im waiting for u to call/sms me..im waiting..no matter wat im still gonna say...U HAVE BEEN A GOOD GF ALL ALONG...IM THE BAD GUY....BUT URE THE ONE WHO LET ME DOWN BARBIE....until u give me a jiao dai...i wil be thinking this way...

...NONETHELESS...i hope u will find the one that u truly love n truly love u who would treats u well in everything...i hereby sincerely wish that u will be happy and we can be the close friend we used to be even tho we missed our fate of being husband n wife...pls allow me to call u for the last time...BARBIE...i love u...

2008-06-11T11:31:00.002+08:00

...oh my tian!! im goin in IMOS tml!! for my BMT...say BYE to CIVILIAN life and say HI to NS REGULAR LIFE!!!hmmm...two weeks of BMT b4 i can come out on weekends...so...i shall update when im out! for those whose still reading!! take good care!!

2008-05-28T02:31:00.002+08:00

...HOHOHO!! im here agn...any souls still reading? hahahhaa...anyway... guys...if u guys r still reading...thank u so much! hmmm...wat to sae lehx...life have been good as i have been good so far..jus tat pocket abit empty..haha...okie guys..i promise e next post will be full of pictures of my life for e past 1 year...if any1 still reading..pls tag my board k! next post latest by tis week...hahahaha...

2007-08-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

...hey hey..sorry for e late late late updates...haha..but promise i will update soon okie! with pictures...something wrong with photobucket...i okie liao will blog le k....anyone still reading? hahhaha....

2007-06-15T04:31:00.001+08:00

...VROOM VROOM!! I FINALLY CAN TAKE E WHEELS!! YEAH!! IM SO HAPPY!!! hahahaha....i passed!! PASSED PASSED!!!!!!!!! will update soon!

2007-05-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

...well...i guess im more of a spoiled brat...read some of my friends blog...found out that hey...actually im not tat bad n im considered fortunate afterall..because i got a good sis whose there to help me all e time...regardless to my studies..financial needs n wat so ever...SIS, if u r reading..i wanna sae a big THANK YOU...well....even tho we always bicker at times...things jus don turn sour....i dunno y too..anyway...im grateful with my life...because i have got my family members...n my stupid gong gong gf...MISS NEO..haha...well....the brotherhood ties are drifting day by day...since e day cherwyn left...well..friends do come n leave yea? good friends...u don need alot...jus 1, a reali good 1 is enuff for e entire life...well...i admit tat im not a good friend either...e full of loyalty's joseph has long gone...i dunno y..mayb i've seen too much or felt too much...well...i dunno wat im toking abt la..watever it is..mother's day is coming...lets at least take out 1 day to be filal to our mum...i dunno how to spell tat word..haha..xiao shun..if u guys uds...well...if we everyday don make them angry, everyday to them is mother's day...yeap...anw..my mum's bdae is coming soon also.well...i shall save some $ too.haha...well...i guess i need a part time job for myself as wen i got my licence, i need to support e petrol u noe...haha...well.lets hope tat i will pass e next time round..all e best to everyone...take care always...hope u guys r stil reading my blog...haha...till then......

2007-05-04T17:30:00.001+08:00

2007-05-01T02:45:00.001+08:00

...OKIE!! i FAILED!! haix....

2007-04-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

..as promise i will put up photos..

...she's my girl!

...did we finish it? i cant remb...

...my two boss...

...look at how fortunate im...

...my lao da!

...my lao po!...

...i was crying...

okie..more pictures up next time...can someone teach me how to make e pictures smaller??n people! my TP is 7 days away! wish me luck please!!

2007-04-19T04:23:00.000+08:00

...okie...finally i get into tis stupid blog...wa lao...cannot come in with old acount...sianx...btw...sorry for not updating...haha...been rather busy or u can sae its lazy...anw..i doubt anyone still reading it..watever it is...its my blog! MINE!! haha...okie...first of all...thankx those who r still reading and welcome to those who read it for e first time..well..hmmm...11 more days i will be taking my car licence! well..not very confident in passing..however..i will try my very best...cos if i fail ar..v xia suay 1 lehx..haha...okok..anw..sch's starting in 4 more days...sianx..i had been slacking for almost full 2 months sia..its time to go back sch! alright...i guess pictures is better than words...shall update more pictures soon...take care ppl..see ya..wish me luck for my licence!!!

2007-03-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

...well...after been thru so much... i think i have been quite mature n be more matured when handlings things le ba. im older...i grow old! haha...well...things is so much different now..its like do things tat only benefits yourself jiu hao le...no point talking about loyalty yi qi...all those...its useless seriously... i don see any point at all...everyone does things for him or herself...its useless to be so jiang yi qi...in the end...e one who suffer is u urself...well...had been quite down on things these new year too...bad family relationship...bad friends relationship...not a smooth love relationship..hai..so many more..anyway...i had already straighten my thoughts. well...leave everything to what its gonna happen...let it be n move on with each n every step...tats my final conclusion for e day. well...lastly....i hope i can get my licence at 30th april..at e same time...my bike licence asap...night ppl.

2007-02-06T02:17:00.000+08:00

...too busy to update..will update soon...

2007-01-11T03:18:00.000+08:00

...HAPPY NEW YEAR! well well well...i apologise for e MIA. cos from the start of the year..im reali busy with too many stuffs...one good example will be my PROJECTS!!! aRGH!! and now im still rushing my projects but taking some time off to relax so i come to blog....well...some new year resolutions....jus a brieft 1 okie..hmmm...1. VERY IMPT...PLS NOTE!! JOSEPH GOEI HAD QUITTED SMOKING! haha...its true...2. he will be getting his licence in about 3 months time. 3. he wanted to get a bike also. 4. he want his branded watch. 5.JOJO WAN TO BE RICH!!! hahaa...lastly..EVERYONE'S HEALTHY!! yeap...tats all..haha...well..gotta go back for projects...update soon...take care ppl...

2006-12-27T02:12:00.000+08:00

....FIRST N FIRST!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!~!!~! i receive 2 present tis year..which is an ESPRIT SHIRT~!! i like it...=) thanks baby.... and....A LEG BAND FROM MY LAO DA n BOSS....hahaha...MIN JIE...IF U R READING...U HAVE IT TOO...ITS WITH GUANG XI...hope u had enjoy ur christmas ba...n for e rest of my brothers who had lonf went missing....hope u guys r doin well..take care...n merry christmas....hmmm...anyway....christmas represent a end to a year and welcoming the NEW YEAR~! alright..shall do my new year resolution soon...hahaha. but simply wat more impt is...everything smoothly everyone ping ping ann ann....yea? hmmm...hope u guys enjoy your christmas....and hope u all will have fun coming tis new year....take carre ppl....anyway people... let me announce...4th of jan and 8th of jan...is public holiday...don believe call me n i will explain to u...=)

2006-12-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

...sometimes in life...certain thing changes in a sudden wen u least expect it to be...becos of SOMEONE or SOMEthings n it will suddenly change...alright...things of course happens for a reaon...n the reason is something tat cant be explain or describe...well...as human..we have to jus accept...

...as a human..we too have to a feelings...n there will be someone something some place for us. especially tat someone is something that not any1 human can be replaced so easily...for anyoone in earth...there will always be someone who makes a different on our life ba..someone who will be etched in our mind, make a specific or significant impact that makes us not easily forgets him or her ba....for any couple who's reading my blog...if u think tat my words seem true to u...n u were very upset of your e other partner becos of someone, something or anything else...there's nth for us to do ba....jus accept the truth and go on wif life..no point being upset...as i noe its easier to sae dan done...but think back again...mayb its becos u had not won ur e other partner's heart ba...accept the fact that him or her will not easily forget him or her ba...its life...live with it...and follow thru e dark part in life....mayb wen u passes thru...the bright side is awaiting for u...people always sae tat the one u married will not be e one that u truly love...well...things r all fated...smile n live with it..take care ppl..update soon...

2006-12-07T15:57:00.000+08:00

...YEAH!! IM 1 STEP NEARER TO MY LICENCE...there's somethin i wanna vent out...fucking cdc...i walk a long way IN THE RAIN just to go cdc to book for my TP practical test and wat u noe? they told me the system is down! like wtf la..but nvm..im still happy tho..because..BASIC THEORY N ADVANCE THEORY= BYEBYE~! haha..i passed both n now waiting to book my practical test..haha..im a happy man wif my licence on my way~! update u guys with e date again..CIAOS

2006-12-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

...HOHOHO~ PICTURES TIME~!

...at guangxi birthday

....FUN~!

...not very rich la....

...to proof tat im holding onto tat..haha..

...for more pictures...log on to www.jojo-angkongtiam.com for more details...

2006-11-22T01:02:00.000+08:00

...IM happy...IM cheeky!...n im GOIN TO HAVE MY LICENCE SOON! MAZDA 3! WAIT FOR ME!~! im coming!

....do visit my shop...jojo-angkongtiam.blogspot.com...construction in progress...

2006-11-15T02:20:00.000+08:00

..quite a moody post wat tat...well now...im good! smiling hard...u ppl as well alright...thanks for reading! TAKE CARE

2006-11-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

...had a long walk home..well...e feeling of loneliness will sure be there wen u had a long 45 mins alone..however..think of alot of things...well...gruadually...i realise alot of things along the way...wat ever u wanted...might not be e way it will turn out...tats all i can sae ba...life's full of surprises...but its also full of downfall..lucks n stuffs...wat do i reali wan? the answer is a simple life...but no matter how many times i tried...i failed...things will just messed up..no matter how hard i tried to be a better man...i nv make it...ppl sae failure makes u realise/ even learn something...im not sure whether i had failed or all along..its me being e one who thought likewise...whatever it is...i wish there will be happiness. or even...a single smile each day...hey listen folks....i can be e damn sad person in e world...but all i need is u! my friends tats around me to smile...even wen im so down..i still put on a smile on my face...u people better be happy...and smile back to me...that all i hope for...n make it v sure...that u guys will be there...people sae...u gain n u lost...i agree the fact that it is...i gain something..or i tout i had gained....but wat do i lost? my brothers? sigh....wateva it is...life stil goes on...holdin on to e tears welling up in my eyes..i felt lik a emo kid...forget it...u people jolly well take care...

2006-11-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

...im so contradicted...im jus down...don bug me..or i will burst...arGH! all e while im e one thinking likewise....

im goin to anyhow post..!ARRGHTTTT!!

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have
them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with y our smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

...ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need some fresh air.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

...first...TO MY VERY VERY GOOD BROTHERS..MACHI+BC.....i gotta apologise for not able to attend all e gatherings, all the fun all the things alright...but i will be back...i promise i will be....ren zai jiang hu...sheng bu you ji...its great knowing you these bunch of playful bastards...u made memories out of my life...u guys rocks...i promise once i regain my freedom...i will be back...turst me...

....next...to my poly brother, someone whom i know since year 1...TAUFIQ, i tink u wouldnt be able to see wat i have post here cos my blog is quite discreet. however...i wish tat u will cheer up and everything's gonna be alright okie...its jus part n parcel of life n u gotta learn to stand up wen u fall alright...let natural take its course...everything wen it reaches the shore...it will be back to shape...so for e miserable time u r facing now...i hope...it will pass by very fast and things will be alright. cheers bro. =)

...thirdly...to my BESTIE PIE, ANNIE WONG,!!! don give up alright...strive for all the rest of the subjects..don dwell on the one that has already pass but look forward for wat its coming to u alright...come on...be wat u r capable of...do ur best n u will have no regrets...so jia you alright...don be demorale-lise okie...CHEER UP AND GOOD LUCK! all e best!

...alright alright...next will be my basic theory test...wish me good luck k guys...haha...hmmmi hope i can quickly get my liscence and fetch everyone to sch! or go out! by valentine's day hopefully...=)

...lastly...to all the people around the world...PLEASE...SMILE AND CHERISH LIKE I ALWAYS SAE....smile to the ones thats around you and cherish them..alright...i wan go slep le..i already 48 hrs nv slep le...nap nap nap nia...kaos..cannot cannot...i don wanna be panda! haha...alright ppl...take good care...esp those who r sick...see u guys soon....

2006-11-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

....if only.................................

2006-10-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

..its time to go back to sch tml~!n work n earn my own living....smile...n pass each day....

2006-10-20T00:14:00.000+08:00

...im sorry...i do changed...but there r things tat im still v sensitive about...sigh...i can never be a better person no matter how hard i tried...i noe im a failure...a failure in everything i do...sigh.....i jus need something to vent...im sorry for tis post..ARGH~! sigh...ppl...can u pls teach me...teach me how to be a better person hao ma....im nv good enuff..nv satisfied...haix....GOD AR....can u pls don play ard wif me....pls...if u wan...pls...make me be stronger...y am i turning so sissy? so weak...where's e old act fit joseph? where's e nv easily gif up de joseph goei? y must my life have so many ups n downs....EVERYTHING!@ ....MY FAMILY...those who noe me...shld noe wat happen...my studies...i never soar in academic...my basketball life...my love life...my brothers....so many so many things happen to me...y must it be me? sigh...sigh.....i gif up..i rr gif up...i ren ming...wo zhen de ren ming...GOD~!....PLS STOP MAKING FUN OF ME~!sigh....

2006-10-17T01:35:00.000+08:00

...hmmm...sometimes...i v it weird wen ppl keep changing their URL...hmm...or am i e weird 1? to always keep tis URL? but i had been using this since dunno wen lo..haa....so many history...so many past updates..a little secret which i din wan many to noe...hahaha.all can be seen here...but i don mind la...tats all my past...wen i created tis blog...wat i wish was to have a online diary...so tat wen i grow old...i can open e link n view my life wen i was young...mayb..i can also use tis to tell stories to my kids...no matter how sad it is or how high or defiant their father was wen i was young...haha...u guys might tink tat i tink too far...but tink agn...isnt my words make sense? ppl can be rr forgetful at times yea? haha...well...anyway...i still tink tat choosing a URL tat will be for v long is better than u keep changing it...imagine today u wif someone...den ur URL wil be..LOVE WHOEVER.blogspot.com...den aft tat change gf/bf...den have to change URL agn..hahaha...isnt tat quite....i dunno...mayb e word....weird? i dunno la..i jus find tat keeping e constant URL is still e best...alright ppl...im not pin pointing at anyone hor...jus sui bian sae sae onli..cos i suddenly have e feeling of blogging aft such a long time...haha....tis might be a v long entry...click e X button if u r bored alright..lolx...

....well...i see quite alot blogs have e pic of their loves one...mayb i shld put me n her hor...for ppl who noe me..u shld noe who im referring to...my BOR~! hahha...hmmmm..but...i forgot how to use photobucket le...hahahahhaha....any1 wanna teach me agn? anw...i personally feel tat i have change quite alot compared to e past huh? if u noe me well...u will agree wif wat i said too....its lik e bonds btw me n my brothers is not that strong anymore...n im not so "STEADY" now...i dunno y...mayb lik wat my mum always tell me..."ni ze yang jiang yi qi zuo mo, you yong meh? ni you shi...ni confirm ta men yi ding hui xiang ni ze yang ma? yi qi zi duo shao qian?"translate...u so steady for wat...got use mehx? if u got problem...u confirm everyone wil be lik u?steadiness worth how much? hmmm..im direct translating...so..if u don uds..don blame me...so...mayb im being influence by her words ba...or mayb..i big le..noe how to tink le..or mayb...is e case tat makes me a rather afraid of being so steady...yup...BUT~! BUT...if any of my bro needs help...im sure..everyone wil noe..i will never sae NO..unless its not within my limits...yeap..hmmm...another things is i tink i changed quite alot is my attitude ba...i can sae my temper had reali decrease alot alot alot lo...im not so hot tempered now...im serious...gif u all an example...i din make any noise or retaliate wen my bor slap / shout at me in front of all my brothers...those who noe me...u shld noe wen u do tat to me...its spells TROUBLE WITH ME~!...but i reali din do anything....tis is a v good example tat my temper has change...another thing is tat im not so sensitive abt things le ba i guess...i don mind my bor to msg other ppl...IN FRONT of me...go out wif other guys...i don mind her giving number to others even i felt abit uneasy still..but i don rr mind...mayb its e previous 2 tat run away tat makes me feel tat...well...if its mine...it wil be...or mayb...im too confident of myself...haha...so..i don reali worry anything now...wats most impt is e two of us tgt happy..tats all i ask fer...i started to have a new look in life also...i used to be quite "STINGY" i would sae wen it comes to buying stuffs for myself...but now...i don reali mind buying tis n tat...cos i tink..$ can be earn back de wat..wats more impt is i lik..n i buy...no nid tink too much...so yeap...i got wat i wanted..n im happy with it...n ppl...tell u all 1 secret...I GOT A GENUINE LOUIS VUITTON WALLET~! shhh....don WOW...hahaha...its a gift from my sis...i got e receipt okie...don believe ask for it n i wil show u..haha...its not im showing off or wat...but jus thankful tat i got it at e age of 18...thanks sis~!
...haha...alright...enuf of tis...hmmmm....anw...im jus a changed person now i guess...n i can prove tat im a changed person...okie..gotta go...update soon...

2006-10-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

...wooohooo...i'm here~...hmmm....KOREA was quite okie for me...as wen i was there...it was their thanks giving day...some sort of their biggest holiday...so alot of shops were close tat period of time...sigh...so...I DON GET MY SHOPPING~! even tho i shop for all e days...but almost all shops were close...so there's nth much fer me to buy~! n i spend $640 sing dollar spending on nth~! i dunno how come i spend so much wen i din buy much things..fuck~! anw...i enjoyed e company there...it was reali fun having u guys...thx for helping me celebrate my 18th bdae!@ thx alot~!well....anything u all wanna noe abt KOREA call me k...takecare ppl..i goin to slep le...nitex....

2006-10-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

...im back~...hahahha...shall update abt KOREA Soon....

2006-10-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

....hmmmm...in another more 19 hours+....i will be boarding e plane to korea...hmmm...well...shall blog wen i come back k...take care alright ppl....take good care of urselfs..esp my brothers...my family n U~! NXW~!

P.S....don forget our promises alright baby....pls take good care of urself...i will be back soon...wait for me to bring u go chiong...wait for me to go take my liscence n fetch u alright...muackx....i love you...

2006-09-12T04:54:00.000+08:00

...hey ppl...im here~! shall update soon...my come is freaking.....arrrr... i dunno how to sae la...but...come on...thx for supporting...i shall blog soonn...n i mean real soon...stay tune~!

2006-08-23T00:06:00.000+08:00

...hmmm...will be working at metro sales tml at compass point...yeap...don sae i nv sae ar..n some more...i hope...something will jus change...all i need is a miracle...hmmm...i nid some lucks too...lol....a lousy post...but who cares? lol...shall change my skin soon...see ya ppl....

2006-08-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

...YI SHENG ZI AI NI YI GE..LIANG XUE WEI~!
...NEO XUE WEI...zAi Wo XiN zHoNg...Ni ShI wO dE nU rEn...

2006-08-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

...i had a wonderful night last nitex. wif e one u love sleeping beside u...its e most wonderful things in e world~~!...however...something jus seems to be missiing ba i guess...yes...its jus e thing tats not there...but no matter wat gal...as i told u...actions speaks louder than words...so...let me prove my words in my actions okie? he ni zai yi qi..zhen de hen kai xin...mei yi fen mei yi miao...its worthwhile...i cherished every moment i had wif u...status reali doesnt matter...wat most impt is wen e two of us r tgt...we r happy...i hope tat every single day u spend wif me..u r happy, even tho sometimes ur attitude jus lik tat come out...im stil able to take it...i noe im not good at my words. neither am i good in typing. wat ever it is..i jus wan u to noe..that i love u..put ur trust in me..don be skeptical abt e things i said...i reali mean it...u noe it hurts wen u told me wat if u were to be wif other guys aft sometime...it do reali hurts...but, if ever this day reali happen, im stil happy,cos we had a real wonderful memories.e memories will not onli stay in my mind, it will be etched in my heart...all in all...Ms N.X.W.,ur ugly frog love u...and wen e day comes whereby ur ugly frog ignore u...will be e day, he stop breathing. hugs n kisses...

...alright...enuff for my above..now ppl..im gona have my exam soon...so will be damn free...anything jus call me ba..n pls...tag lehx..wa lao eh...my tagboard rotting liao la...tc ppl..
to regine: i reali cannot tag ur board!!

2006-07-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

....im very happy today....u r the apple in my eye!! hahaha...hmmmmim really ver happy..its that kind of feeling tat i din get for so long...its reali e feeling that im lookin for..but in a r/s, i noe its not jus feelings...so i will cont to jia you...cont to wait on....deng ze ni de na yi tian....deng ze ni dui ze wo shou..WO AI NI...!! hmmmm...i will wait for e day tat i hold onto ur hand once agn and proudly walk along orchard road...proudly to everywhere! i promise..wo zhen de hui hao hao dui ni..as i have said..the next gir that come to my life will not regret falling fer me...even tho ur words r always so spiky, even tho u r always tao bi watever i said, watever i ask, even tho u always ap, i wanna tell u...my heart fer u is true...n im serious abt it...jiu suan shi deng yi nian,shi nian, huo yi bei zi...as i promise...i will pester u, fan u...as long as i live...all in all..I LOVE U!...todays marks a very special day! 100 days knowing u...i will wait to spend e 1000, 10000 days wif u...thx fer giving me all ur first time too...wo xi huan ni..xi huan dao zhi ji jue de mo ming qi miao~!=P bleahx...

...haha...sry ppl...i noe tis entry v wat la..but bo bian la...i wanna note down today...hahaha....its a memorable day...even tho she wont see it...but i will stil note it down..till 1 day...showing it to her..as a kind of memories fer us! hehehe...hao la..update agn! see ya ppl...TAKE GOOD CARE..

2006-07-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

...hi ppl..hmmm....i guess everyone is wondering hows my life? hahaha...aiya...lao yang zi la..nv change...jus tat i GOT WAT I YEARN FOR FOR 3 YEARS!!! MY FIRST BASKETBALL GOLD MEDAL!!! hahaha...freakin happy wen we were first tat day la...wa kaox...even tho i din even step into e competition for a sec...but i got put in effort in cheering up e team k...hahaaa..i tink my voice can be heard frm aljunied to geylang...who cares..lol...anyway..it also marks e end of my basketball career ba...tink so..not gonna play anymore competition...but my compassion for basketball is still there okie! i swear..its reali stil there...wonderful time i had in basketball..i wont forget it all...i swear..its e best memories sports i had...hmmm...now for basketball..its only for leisure ba..now watever is all $ $ $!! n $ nth else...$ come first..which means gotta WORK! hmmm...will update where im working soon...for e time being...im busy rushing projects projects n projects..nth else...some entertainment lik soccer n basketball...yest went to play...hmmm...e feeling is jus so shuang..but i hate it wen some ppl who act inside e court..as if u r SUPER GREAT! come on la...who gif a fucking care how good u r..if u r reali good..i don see y u arent in national team..fuck up...pls la..don act lik some superstar playing wen ur everything jus sucks... ppl who noe me shld now who im referring to. i don wan to name it out la...u shld jolly well noe who u r too...u r stil young..stil got so many years to go in bball life...if ur attitude cont lik tat.i gurantee u cant go far...alright..don wan to sae le..makes my blood boils onli...currently...i stil got do exercise de k...push ups everyday...sit ups too...to keep myself at acceptable weight as i noe im v skinny la..but no more trainings will make me fat de lo..haha...hmmmm...i tink i wil be goin for some soccer scouting trial..haha..who noes? i mayb e next fandi ahmad...haha..hmmm..okie la..enuff for sports..now sch..PROJECT DATE DUE IS JUS A FEW DAYS AHEAD!! WTF!!! my group seems to be v slack! i dunno wat to do..but we 're left wof 1 more proj to go...finish it..next week presentation n tats it! im gonna hvae my holis soon! haha...oh ya..talk abt presentation...i need to buy shoe, blazer, shirt n tie lo...fuck...my tie lend lend lend till dunno go where alr...somemore my shoe lend oso spoil..now stil have to buy shirt n blazer!! $ ar $!! drop from e sky pls...my fuckin dad dunno wil gif me not..arbo i stil have to dig out my own $..ARGG!! tell me how to not work lik tat? rite? hahaha...ookok..enuff of naggin...its time for me to go bed..its 5 am in e morning le..shall update soon...miss u ppl...tag pls...thx for reading...

...if u ask me if im willing to because of a tree to gif up e whole forest...my ans to u is im willing..cos tis tree is worthwhile for me to forgo e whole forest...well..things r getting on e right track..but i can expect too much..more expectation..the more e disappointment.yea? until now..u're stil e gal i care.i miss.i wan to care n take care of u for life.stil my lao po da ren til e day i leave.hope things don go wrong.n lets hope perseverance might pay off... =) .ni shi wo zui xiang yong you de ren.ye shi wo yuan yi yi bei zi shuo hou de ren...(NXW).

2006-07-10T03:37:00.000+08:00

...CHAMPION!!! WE R E CHAMPION!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAX...we r the champion!! MIN YI WON COMB SCH!!! hahahhahahaha.....yeah....tis marks a tremendous stage in my life..my first time receiving a gold medal!! OF BASKETBALL!! hahhaa.....now...no more bball...projects projects projects! sianx..hmmm...shall update soon....CHAMPION!! hehex....reali excited....thx for those who turn up... =)

2006-06-26T17:45:00.000+08:00

...there's certainly something wrong wif me...but i cant figure out wats happening...sigh...alright...monday blues for me...tis is how my unlucky day goes...wen i wake up by e sweet morining call in e morning...i went to bath..while walkin...i found out tat my toes hurts lik hell! n its swallon...okie..nvm...i went to bandage it...i spend abt 45 mins? finding my ankle guard...okie..found...finally.off to sch.n btw...my lesson starts at 11...n i leave home at 11!! i had a v bad stomach ache..as those who noe me..i don use outside toilet!! nvm...i ta han..i go sch as usual...okie..i tout lesson wil be as usual...but wtf...i reached sch...lesson's over...okie...followed my class peeps to have my lunch cum breakfast..went to e library while waitin for e next lesson to start..waited till 2....okie...walk up to e class...AGAIN! WTF...lesson cancelled..cos e teacher is on MC...ARGGGG!! okie..nvm...slack awhile..went 4 ma lu bai bai...i pray..n i swear i reali pray-ed...but it doesnt gets any better...went to work....first..i cant find my name tag..searchin high n low for it...cant find...okie...NEXT BIG THING...i cant find my punch card!! WTF!!!!! okie..doesnt matter...i went down to work...while workin...i cough n sneeze lik hell....my nose was lik running tap tat cant stop flowing...i rr cant tahan le..i came back home...guess wats next? i walk walk walk de i realise my elbow is v pain...den i turn my elbow n see...sucks! there's a cut!! aRRRR...wat a monday ar...den in my room..i was turin my chair...POMP!...my ash tray drop..wa lan eh!! e water spill everywhere..n i have to clean up e mess...wa...nice monday isnt it? sucks! okie now...im in a v v v v sucky mood...cos i reali dunno wat will happen to me tml...n im reali not feelin well...most imptly...THERE IS NO ONE WHO CARE FOR ME!! sigh....sometimes..i reali hope to be loved...to felt loved once agn...i need someone to tc of me wen im sick...to humour me wen im sick! im a human too!! i need love too! sigh....promise...e very next gal...u wouldnt regret fallin in love with me...tats my promise to everyone...yup...hao la..enuff of grumblin...now back to bball...sunday we won tagawa....2 more matches to go as to forward to top 4...MIN YI JIA YOU!! n most imptly...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO...MiN JiE!!!! n e rest of my loyal...thx for readin...pls rmb to tag ya? tc ppl...for those who r in love...all e best in ur relationship! remb to cherish!!! for singles out there..don b despair...cos...soon its gonna be ur turn! min tian hui gen hao! yesh! nitex ppl...

2006-06-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

...fUCK! first defeat for min yi both team...under 16 lost to tagawa 20 over...but under 18 ...we onli lose 3 points!! WTF!! those who came n support...thanx...n u guys shld noe e reason y we lost...fuck up...shouldnt have lose de..but nvm...we r jus 3 points...coach sae...for any competition...we losin 5 points n below..is not counted as lose..is counted as luck...well...to a certain extent ba!! jia you MINYI...next rround...top 8 for us...n if wed under 16 win tungsan...they r in TOP 4!! jia you!! ...well...jus finish mahjong...since long tat i won so much...hmmm...well..kinda happy..but..i hai my papa to lose soccer..lol...i ask him to eat urkraine cos they r putting 1 goal....but knn...they go score 4 goals..wtf...nvm la...he won e previos match...so he jus lost 100 bucks onli...doesnt matter...hmmm...alright.i will be damn free e next few days...so ppl..free jio me out k...tc..i go out pei my khakis wath soccer le...nitex...see ya guys soon...

2006-06-19T18:05:00.000+08:00

...hmmm....its second round le...its time for us to finish first round warm up...everyone to wake up n fight...today won e match agnst hong kah north...92-32...tml wil be a tough match agnst combine sch...hmmm...well...it will n definately be a tough fight...hmm....well..don worry..im v sure tat we will reali fight till e end of the whistle...tml no matter wat...wo men yi ding yao ying!! ...hmmm...soccer soccer now.....lose $60 fir japan...but won e match for brazil back...haha...so no worries...tml den see how...alright...my life is getting suck- sucker...reali...i bet no one knew wats happenin to me..no one knew how hurt im...no one knew how much i suffer at nite..no one knew how much tears were flowed...watever it is...i guess..tats life...its fated...yi qie dou shi tian yi...yi qie dou shi ming yun...zhong jiu yi zhu ding...hmmm...hao le ba...i guess i whine enuff...life still gotta go on! n im gonna live on...i will survive! i will survive!! thx YOU fer being there at least...at least i noe...someone care...thx my special 1...till now..u're stil a battle tat i'll bv win...but..u're a battle...im interested to win...hao ba..nitex ppl...tc...see ya soon...

2006-06-16T06:05:00.000+08:00

...hmmm...yest lose all e matches...haha...but i clever...play small small onli...hmmm...now im waiting for time to pass to go n meet my special 1 fer some coffee den go fer my match le...aft today jiu wait for second round fixtures le....hope eveything is well...pls...good team pls...hahax...hmmm...aft all...i guess there's still a second or first place for us ba...jia you! miN yI hUaT aR!...hahha..okok...im goin to get goin...tonight havoc at my place agn...who wanna come jus call me k....got mahjong...got soccer watch..u wan player poker oso can...haha...k la..shall update agn...im goin off to my special 1 soon....

..ps: wen im in a good mood tat i tok to u...don tok as if i owe u..i don owe u anything...im in a good mood tat i tok to u..its true wat...dare to do...dare to let ppl sae la...even if i don sae...pls la...go listen outside la...who dunno wat he wan frm u..don tell me others oso toking cock la...wa lao eh...im jus speaking e truth...so kindly...if u wanna sae ppl/me..pls eh ta han ppl sae u back..LOSER!

2006-06-14T20:56:00.000+08:00

....mmm...im back..yea....won e match against teck ghee today....but i pay e price of kana box by 1 player.now my eyes swallon...lik panda lik tat...knn...but nvm la...i did play for more than 10 mins?? mayb ba...not bad...initally still tout tat i wont get to play...well...thurs gonna go fer e last match fer first round...then proceed to second round...den semi final..hopefully...FINAL! hmmm..champion! tats our goal! yeah! hmmm...afterwhich...tats e end of my bball career le ba...too much injuries...too much unwanted memories everytime i step on court..frm north zone..from my 16 yrs old tat time de youth cup...how i fall n wat "SHE" did...it jus come out my mind everytime i step onto e court...even sometimes wen i was alone...at home..esp nite time....e memories...so much sad things occurs tat makes me sudden mood swing..i dunno y..lik girl lik tat...well...u noe guys...ppl sae memories r e sweetest...n i totally agree...its reali e sweetest...can i sae i miss u? or shld i sae...ur'e being missed...wat eva it is..u happy tats all i ask fer...as fer all e others too..u gurls r happy..im happy too.. :) ... hmmm...mayb u guys shld go dl tis song...jie tuo..which is currently running while u readin my blog..its by li jiu ze..aka machi xiao pang..yeap..the lyrics goes..

ai yong yuan tou shi nan ti...si qu feng chun tai rong yi..sui tou shi fan ren..bu guo xiao xin yi yi...you shi hou wang le zhen xi..shang hai lai de tai wu yi...n bla bla bla...chours...ru guo fen li shi wei yi de jie tuo...zui huo de hua wo lai shuo.ru guo yong yuan ni bu bi zai nan guo..yi han rang wo lai guo.jiu suan guo qu de hui ya tai cui luo..lian wei lai ye mei you wo..ai ze ni..ren shi wo de ji zuo...

hmmm...alright..enuff of those memories n stuffs....
currently im damn into world cup fever...hahahaha....told u guys 1st match lost $50 rite? lol...e next day i win back cum win back more than wat i lost...hmmm...but stil got a long way to go...shall update u guys soon...hmmm....anyway...i dunno y i don have any projects to do...don have anything to do..lol...all is work or soccer...n n n ...most importantly..since e start of world cup..which means holiday...i had never stop playing mahjong...hahaha...everyday is a mahjong day! lol...oright ppl...time fer me to slep le...tink tis entry quite long le ba...see ya guys ard...N PLS..if u wanna FUCK ME UPSIDE DOWN..WRITE UR NAME! OR SAY IT IN MY FACE..DON BE A COWARD! FUCKER!...alright...for my loyal supporter...take care yea...all e best in watever u all do..nitex...

2006-06-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

....it takes double effort to act happy wen u r sad...well..tis is v v TRUE! hmmm...fake a smile is much more harder wen u face him/her...well...WORLD CUP!...first match made me lose $50 le...nvm...shall continue to see..lolx...shall update soon...cos its rotting..lolx....ppl..im FREE! EXAM OVER! hahaha...freee to ask me out.. =) ... but i said so long...no ppl jio me out de! sad sia
hahahaha...k la..tc peeps...see u guys in my tagboard

2006-05-31T19:45:00.000+08:00

...hmmm...MOS TODAY...well...jus as i had tout of...it wouldnt be fun...n it is..NOT FUN...other than we played some stupid games on e round table...hahaax...quite funny ba...hmm...i got a lil feeling of how it feels wen u bring ur gf to club....seein min jie n melvin...haha...lik being so tied up..so...i guess..i wouldnt bring my gf there ba...but see them holding hand..hugging..kissing..wow...its jus so fortunate...wen isit gonna be my turn? haha..its a long long time since i last touch..nono...shall not sae touch..lik v dirty...its been a long time since i last hold a gal's hand...kiss her...hug her...oh man....m i turing gay? haha...mayb? i dunno...but i certainly DON LIKE GUY....IM STRAIGHT OKIE! i lik boobs de okie...haha...okie..euff of tat le ba...its 4.40 now..n im having lesson tml at 10..which means...little time for me to zzz...or even...no nid to zzz...rushing my project today...hopin tat everything wil be fine tml even tho i don have e VCD of the show n im trying to forge out something.....e feeling sucks...sigh..who to blame? myself lo...sigh..shld have find it myself...sigh...but its okie la...it teaches me a lesson on not to so easily trust someone tat i tink she willl help me...well...fine...n something i rr wish to sae...pls...IM NOT GREEDy FOR PRESENTS! its okie wif me...i still live on my life with or without...so guys..pls don sae till lik some big deal if u r gonna get me something or wat...pls be humble....or else..i will b damn piss off...yup...hmmm...thx pie for my 2 tees..haha...and e choco u gave me during my first day of competition...ohh...THX SO MUCH...hope our BESTIE-LOVE nv end yea...haha...remb hor..ANNIE-thing make sure im e first if not e 2nd person to know...take care alright...hmmmm....alright alright...its time for my break n whining to end..its time back to my stupid project...take care guys...see u guys ard...n ya...im working at isetan scotts..2nd level...free come find me k...tis fri sat n next monday...take care guys..miss u guys...hugx...

2006-05-29T00:35:00.000+08:00

...yEAH!! MINYI WON!! means WE WON!!! hahaa...hmmm...can sae sucessfully goin to second round le ba...yup...ALL E BEST TO OTHERS...okok...its time to slep before i cant wake tml...i havta pass up my bend it lik beckham de vcd review by WEDNESDAY! DON OFFER UR HELP IF U DON WISH TO....wtf...so many days n u tell me don have..jus sae u don wish to help...tats it...drag 1 day n 1 day den sae don have....aRGG! tis is wat u get wen someone offer u her help n wen u need it more n more urgently...she tell u cannot find...wtf! sianx....okie...i cant blame..we got nth wif each other...if she meant to harm me....i oso got nth to sae...suan le...wo de ming ba...its my fate..i should have find it myself..haix....alright ppl...wait for my good news for e youth cup! take care ppl...see ya guys...

2006-05-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

...HaPpY bIrThDaY mUmmY...TODAY WIL FULLY BE HER DAY...so u guys...meet me other day ba....hahaha....

....im not okie...but i have to jus keep on pretending... :l ....

2006-05-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

..well well well...jus finish my mahjong session wif my mahjong khakis! hahaha...well...at first i was losing n losing...but u noe wat? SHE msg me n gave me good luck! hahahahahahahaha....in e end..i won back n in total..i won $50..hahaha...n tat oso round up my VESEK DAY!! which is mahjong n nth else...okie..back to past few weeks...hahaha...was studying...training....n TATS ALL!!! wtf man....sun mon tues wed thurs all training days..which mean i onli got 2 days to hiao...which is fri n sat! omg...shag..im damn shag..but i promise...u will be surprise wen u guys see me in court...or wen i take out my shirt! hahahha..i got BREAST le!! yea!! hahahahhaa....don be shock..as i had said it here...arbo later u all see le all shock sia..lolx...well well well...im startin to feel e stress in joinin MARKETING! omfg...i got 6 proj on hand...2 is to be pass up in 2 weeks time...n test is coming real soon...n worst thing is...i am having my test wen im havin my YOUTH CUP competition! omg!! arGGG...n guys..forget to tell u all..im in MIN YI DA DUI LE...which means min yi big team!! but..im a bench player! hahahaa...well...lik tat i wont be a disgrace to u all le..arbo everytime sae u all sae i in min yi small team oso xia suay! i made my mark! even tho im a bench player...i love it! hahax...cos i can at least get a medal tis year! which is my last year of my bball career! hahaa...oh man..FIGHT FOR E CHAMP..IS OUR GOAL! hmmm...well well...life is gettin much better n better...cheers! hahaha..crazy le me...nevertheless...end of my happy life...now my sad life....wat are my so called "BROTHERS" for? hahaha....its for goin out without callin u....earning $ without call u...enjoy without callin u...back stabbing u..BUT!! wen problems come! i GOT A CALL from them! wonderful! i finally realise being so steady...so loyal is jus a PIECE OF SHIT! i don dare to sae im e most LOYAL..e most jiang yi qi 1...but guys! ask urself...got wat thing i nv jio u all de? got wat party i din ask u all go? u all who got problem i din go down? wats e use of being so LOYAL? im being treated as a LJ lang...watever it is...thanx to my dad to knock some sense in me..."WEN THERE'S BENEFITS...THERE WIL BE ALOT BROTHERS!"WHEN THERE'S NO BENEFITS..U CAN GO HONG KAN!...." well...enuff of that...tats wat my dad sae...n its true...don believe..u guys can see....hao la...enuff of all tis...wats more impt now is i live my life to e fullest....ppl sae...TURE FRIENDS...u don need to have much..1 IS ENUFF! i strongly believe...hmmm..well..its time for me to go rest le...take care ppl...will update soon! cya guys..n be filial...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

2006-04-28T00:59:00.000+08:00

...well...its been e 4th day of my year 2..hmmm...kinda not comfortable wif e new class n e sch life...seem lik so boring everyday...n im fucking tired due to my basketball training...from tues...all e way to thurs oso trg...tml im gonna have 1 too...FCUK!...im goin to be damn TIRED!...hmmm..but no matter wat...wei le tis year...i will do wat ever i can ba..cos i tink i shld be retirring from my bball career e next year onwards...yup..i tout of it v long le....last year of competition..last year with GLORY.....but no matter wat...bball...wil always stay as a impt thing in my heart...whoever n watever also cannot be replaced....PROMISED....hmmm...well...have yet to find or spot any princess yet...shall keep u guys update huh...arbo u all sae i bo xim..or u all got gals...intro to me la...my expectations not very high wat..hahaax....hmmmm...well...wat to sae? its alr 1 in e morning now...hmmm...so...i hope all of u wil tag my board? yea? well...BASTARDS N HUM JI PPL r welcome too...cos its interestin to see how cowards u all were tat dare not to put u all de name...in another way...its oso serve as a warning for mi as i had offended some ppl...hmm...yup..watever it is...thanx everyone tat stands up for me when those bastards came...i felt so LOVED..lolx...thanx peeps...n those who had tagged...hope to see u guys ard too yea....well...for now...im starting to feel stress for my course too...too much projects..wonder if i can manage...lol..well..i wil try...if reali cant...oso bo bian..but i believe i cn la..cos im JOSEPH! haha...well ppl...cherish e one u have now ba...or wen its taken by others...lik me..TWICE...e feelings is jus not rite...trust me...u have not been in my situation..u wouldnt noe how i feel...yup...n pls ppl...NV SNATCH OTHERS GF / BF... cos tat kind of ppl sSUCK BIG TIMES! hao la...shall stop here...lik i always emphasis...CHERISH...tats e word...cheerios...

ps: if any of my brothers is readin tis...i nidda sae...XIONG DI SHI ZUO YI BEI ZI DE....hope u guys uds wat i mean...take care ppl...

2006-04-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

..well....sometimes....its wen things go terrible wrong or went u lost it...den u wil noe how to cherish ba...hmmm...tats life...wen u r having fun...joy n laughter...u wont go n tink abt other things...but wen u r alone...in e middle of e night...u tend to be lonely and lots of thingsd jus appear....hmmm...yup....life hasnt been changing since e day i had my holiday...hmmm...til now...im still lonely...but lonely living wif my life happily i hope.. =)....thanx for those who stood beside me wen im down...i miss my brothers! esp laop po (cherwyn)...min jie....guang xi...how fun was e time wen we used to play tgt...now things jus seem to be changing...n its beyond our control...alright...im goin to meet bunny n gary to have a talk ba...btw...its 3 plus goin 4 in e morning le....take care ppl...see u guys soon...RMB TO TAG!!

2006-04-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

...first of all...HapPy BIRTHDAY TO BOSS!!!! sWeeT 18!!! hahaax.....went town today....met my PRINCESS!!! hahhahahahhahahax....so happy....cos she gave me that warm H*** b4 she left...omg....its been so long since MY LOVE do tat to me...hahahhahhaahahx....anw...thanx for tat....as i had said...i wil find a gal soon so i can feel LOVE!! hahahhaax....bleahx....hmmm....within tat short short 20-30 mins...we talked alot!! kip tok tok tok non stop de....hahahhahax...so glad to have meet her aft sucha long time....hmmm....aft which...i went to ARMANI EXCHANGE to pamper myself...hahahx...i bought a shirt....n off...we came back home....hahahax...later im goin to celebrate wif boss.....hahahahhahaax...cant wait...shall updat agn...n i promise...gif me a day or 2....i shal update my experience in HK.... tc ppl....ITS STILL WARM!!!

2006-04-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

..i tink i post tis b4...but its good to look at it agn..

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.
Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one... And the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one."
So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus!
So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you? Everyone wants to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...
I am sure all of you have this experience before.... You saw a bus coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!
The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you!!
Walking alone is just like being out of love.

...isnt it true? im still waiting for my bus or any driver who is kind to fetch mi up...

2006-04-07T05:35:00.000+08:00

...sad sad sad....lost $ agn n agn...tis few days no luck sia...hahax...shall stop gambling for a few days...lolx...well....im planning to go overseas tis few days...but dunno where i wil be goin...most prob malaysia ba...so ppl...i wil be leavin tis dot soon...mus miss mi oh..i wil take alot pic to make u all jealous de...hahax...hmmm...since i know how to put photo in blog le...im gonnna post my pic in HK soon yea? take care ppl...anything jus call mi out! cos im damn free!

2006-04-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

...hmmmm....its late now...i cant slep...i dunno y....i fell asleep while watchin tv jus now...but wen i wake up...i felt so lonely...so helpless....its lik something missin in my life...i dunno y i wil get tis kind of feelings....but its reali not a goood 1...argg...i wanna slep....don wanna be sad....but i cant...i dunno y....anyone to show mi wat L.I.F.E n L.O.V.E means?i do hope things wil be better...haix...nitex everyone...i wil try to slep...

2006-04-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

testing...

2006-04-02T04:35:00.000+08:00

...happy APRIL FOOL! hahax...remb last year april fool was so fun..hmm...its fun...but it oso make me realise who is my true friends...nevertheless...tis year..i oso played wif my true friends....hahax..so happy...last night had a talk wif bunny n boss...hmmm...make mi realise something i shld have done long ago....they r right...n FOLLOW UR HEART....but my heart hurts now.. :)...i dunno y...mayb becos i lost$38? jus onli...i lost $38 in mahjong...knn...damn suay...or izzit of something else...i dunno...my heart is lik takin roller coaster now...kip goin up n down...aRGgG! but nevertheless...tml wil be a brand new day...hmm...pie....i noe u had something wrong wen i ask u for advise....anything jus tel mi k! i promise i wil be always here! u donn forget our besti lovE!!! take care alright...hmmm....life is reali reali reali boring...knn..i reali bth liao...not slp...jiu go town...town walk until i sian....jiu mahjong...not mahjong jiu bball...not bball jiu dota...knn...cant my life be more colourful? how abt having a gf sitting beside watchin u play mahjong? watch u play bball....watch u play dota...slp beside u...hand in hand walkin in town! wa lan...its been how long since i last had tat feeling sia...knn...i better get myself a new love soon...hahax...hopefully ppl wan mi la...lolx...but...i gues...i wil be leaving sg for a period of time ba...to heal my heart ye hao...to go out for a walk ye hao ba...shall update u guys where i wil be goin ba...hao la..i go shower den slep le...latee le...actually its apr 2 now le...haix...days jus pass by so fast...take care ppl...see u guys...anything...my PHONE!! im always available...

2006-03-30T04:34:00.000+08:00

...tis is gettin more n more deadly...lao sai since dunno when..i oso miss count of e days..i can onli sae its 10+ days since i have my diarrhoea....wa lan..it certainly bu hao shou...i found myself kan stubborn sia...everyone ask mi go see doctor but i don wan! haax..i dunno y...im so reluctant to go tis time? mayb something is tellin mi not to go so tat i wont find out tt i have certain illness rather than diarrhoea? mayb ba...arbo i dunno y im so reluctant to go...but..i do hate doctors...hahax....i oso see them to take fake MC n i pretend tat im sick...i rarely go to the doc. wen im reali sick...hmmm...tats y...if tml u see on e papers or news...tat some 1 die becos of diarrhoea...remb to call mi n ask if its me...hahax...but choy la...i don wan die yet...so much things not done...i wan get married....give baby...treat my mama good good wen i grow up...hahax....k la...its 4+ in e morning now n i stil cant slep...die la...i tink i reali shi mian le...lolx...jus cant fall into slep...onli wen e sun come out den im willing to slep...sound lik vampire hor...how i wish i am 1...lolx...k la...no new updates for gals in my life...cos there's none! and...i found out something...u good brothers..u called them "buddies" can oso not jio u out...n go out themself...=)...wat ever it is...i hope..i had reali found my true friends....my brothers for life...MaChI...B.C. ....WaN sUi WaN sUi WaN wAn sUi...take care ppl...thx for supporting...

2006-03-27T17:22:00.000+08:00

....diarrhoea is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arrr..boredom is killin me as well! some1 kindly visit mi pls...hahahx

2006-03-26T02:02:00.000+08:00

...hmmm...played 7 hours of mahjong to kill my boredom..hahax...i started playin at 6pm n it ended at 1+...4 rounds...wa...tired tired..but it did paid off...cos i won $40...but it oso sae tat my saturday jus gone lik tis! hahhax...there goes 1 if my day...hmmm...recently had been reali boring..nth to do...but nvm...sch reopening soon...i can get to know new classmates..ahhax...mayb even e key to my heart! hahahax...hmmm...life is unfair...ppl can enjoy so much...had so many guys ard..but mi cannot..ta ma de...so unfair...hahax...i wan i wan! i wan to be wif alot alot of gals..hahax...kiddin la...i hate those guys wif alot gals ard...cos it makes them look sissy...hahax..i wan 1 enuff...1 tat wil accompany mi to anywhere...1 who wil live wif mi 1 who wil love mi n i love her...hahax...tats enuff...1+1+1=3..lik tat i must find 3 liao..hahax...kiddin la..hao la...now waiting for game jiu go play le...n AnN yI!! don jus see my blog! tag PLS! hgahax...missu ppl...take care...im a new person now! i had reali change..no more care n concern.."U" wil jus see e dark side of mi...

2006-03-25T03:21:00.000+08:00

....happy 18th birthday to my brother whom i noe sinc kindergarden!! hahax...happy birthday! sweet 18! LIM JIA WANG WATSON!!btw..its 25th march 2006 now...i dunno y i cant change e date! ...hahax....gettin on wif life....im trying to live my life to my fullest...tryin to get forward! i hope "SHE" appear soon....so much things i needa to do! from now..e old JOSEPH IS DEAD!!! now...its a new me! so pls...don find me awkward if u found tat i have changed! tak care ppl! and thx ah ling for my music in my blog! hahahaha...thanx....take care ppl...see u guys here soon!

2006-03-24T14:08:00.000+08:00

...hahax...another 1 done by mi! im sooooo happy...felt a sense of acheivement sia...lolx..hmmm can u guys teach mi how to put song ma? pls...lolx...or any1 wan help mi put tell mi k....hmmm...k la..i have been having diarrhoea for e past 7 days le lehx...dunno y..knn...mayb dying soon...so now clear all rubbish inside mi so tat i wont stink wen i die...hahax...k lal...shall blog later...take care ppl..

2006-03-22T04:11:00.000+08:00

....its agn..4 + in e morning...hahax...today nth much ba...went town..in search for my xing fu...but to no avail...lolx...hmmm..but no matter wat...i know...its fated de..wen heaven wanna gif u..it will...hmmm..today..aft town....went to cc play bball....saw her...yup...wellnth much....u noe..guys have 6th sense too...e way she tok to mi is jus so different ba...she don even sae bye to mi...how sad can it get yea? wen tat guy stand beside mi...she don even dare to tok to mi..haix....i uds how it feels ba...last time wen she stead wif tat guy...went i walk past her shop...also e same feeling...so i donn feel anything....i noe i shouldnt voice it out to her...but i reali bu gan yuan...y? y she must lik tat....hmmm...but nvm..i apologise to her for voicing out....so now..i shall blog it out...so tat i don offend her in a way tat i get it str8 into her...suan le...don tok abt her le...trust mi ppl...im trying hard to forget things n move on wif my life...i noe i will succeed! yes..i will...yup...the past 10 odd days has reali been chaotic....so much up n down for mi....hmmm...later wen i wake up...i promise a new mi...no more sad over her..no more jealousy...i wil jus take it as i jus see another couple in front of mi.... =) yes i will...n i got a secret i long wanna tell..hahax...hey ppl...im alr engage...heex...in 5 years time...im goin to have a LAOPO! heex...she is EILEEN ZHUANG QI LING! hahahax...she promise to married mi long time ago...but i always nv tell u all...heex...so now...we gif each other freedom to play...haha...5 years later...den get married n settle down...hahax...hao la...tis kind of things v difficult to sae de la...mayb 3 years later she get married le...den wat to do? i sad lo..haax...hmmmm....anyway...i stil hope to find e right gal tat i long wanted...ang mohs! i damn lik ang mohs...i dunno y..hahahx...i see them i wil jus daze n start having those fairytales thoughts le..haha...i dunno y...how i hope i got a ang moh gf..lolx...but guys....do look out for my friendster...cos i promise..if i reali find another gal...i wil str8 away post our pic in friendster...heex....i gurantee u all will be jealous of mi..hahax..guys wil be jealous of me n girls wil be jealous of her...cos where e hell she's so lucky to stead wif joseph...and they jus so loving!...hehex...hahahax...kiddin la...i sound so BHB...hahaax..bleahx...watever it is...tis is my blog! n my close friends read it....u guys wil uds me yea? heex...e rest who don lik mi...who gif a fuck care to them rite?if u don lik me...don come to my blog den! kindly get a life n fuck off! fierce anot? lolx...hao la...oso tink wont have ppl don lik mi come read 1 la...lolx..i oso nv tell ppl my link le...those who stil read my blog de are all regular customers hor? hahax...enuff of crapping...goin to slp aft my tis stick of ciggy....take care alright...n thanx u guys for supportin til now! i APPRECIATE IT! heex...but wait...guys...got job must intro mi alright! i reali need a job! if not..i wil be bored to death! lolx...bye guys...remb e word....CHERISH! N I MEAN CHERISH E ONE IN FRONT OF U....

2006-03-21T14:45:00.000+08:00

...yes...as i promise...today wil be much better than yest...i wil make it...i smile wen i wake up...=) cos i find out...its reali no point sobbin anymore....wat i get r jus sacastic words from ..... so...no point yea? heex...alright...im goin town to find my xing fu alr...hahax....anything...jus call mi alright...take care guys! thanx for supporting my blog...heex...i love u guys..

2006-03-21T04:31:00.000+08:00

..its 4.30 in the morning..yet..i cant slep...jus finish doin wif all e links...ah ling...gif mi ur link....cos i lost it...n sis..if u r stil readin my blog....gif mi ur link too....hmmm...so much for mi to tink tonight...y?haix...im so boring...everyday wake up...no ppl msg...my phone don ring for e whole day...except for my mum's call...haix...m i reali tat lonely?...guys...ask mi out! cos im reali damn free!! and y? y i gotta hear those stuff tat i don wanna hear? i tout i could avoid..but...it jus happen so coincidence tat someone wil jus tell mi into my ears...i don care...i don wanna fucking care...but y am i so misery? haix..fuck! i wanna slp...i jus wanna slp...i don wanna tink anymore...i don care if u guys been to have couple dates...couple movie...went to watch superstar n sit beside him....or watever it is...i don wann know!i don wanna care! argG...pls ppl...stop tellin mi stuff abt wat had happened btw them...i don wanna noe...i reali don...sometimes...its someting i rather not noe than knowing! arRGG...hai....trying to put up a fake smile everyday is reali tiring..i swear its tiring...but all i need is time...i cant be sobbing alone wen so many ppls actually do care for mi...thanx guys...thanx for being there...u guys r right...she's out there enjoying herself wif another guy...y would i stil bother to be so sad n stil care so much? haix...i jus niid time..i niid time...guys..trust me...i jus niid time to clear everything...bu yao zai xiang ni...bu yao zai ai ni...rang shi jian qiao qiao de mo qu...wo men liang ke de hui yi....take care...guys...believe mi...im gotta be strong.! and i wil...smile..tml wil be a much more better day than today!